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though my new address is stil under construction but i've started posting my entries there already=D
cheers!
hello everybody!
i'm here for an update.
finally=Ppp
yeah, currently having attachment.
will update on the company i'm attached to soon.
today's update is inspired by ping during our e-mail's conversation during attachment=P
shhh, don't sell us away by leaking the fact that we're e-mailling each other during office hours.
topic for today is - Every Day Is A Gift from God!
chain of thoughts just came to mind.
i. have i cherish the people around me?
ii. human are just complicated creatures.
iii. does pride really matters?
iv. sparing a thought for others?
v. anything that i've regret not doing?
i shall try to express myself in the shortest possible yeah.
here i go!
i. have i cherish the people around me?
after reading this, ask yourself this question.
death is part and parcel of everyone's life.
eternal life will be in heaven and not earth.
i'm on earth right now, so i'm just pondering have i cherish the people around me?
cherish means to hold dear.
in other words, have i treat those around me with love from the bottom of my heart?
from what i can remember, i tried to treat everyone nicely.
but deep concern etc.; not all.
ii. human are just complicated creatures.
scientifically, we're made up of so many different organs.
and each has it's function to play.
character wise, everyone has different behaviour and teachings.
emotionally, some likes to appear strong to others but deep down in their hearts,
they are sad, disappointed etc.
some are extrovert, some are introvert etc.
so i'm just thinking, how well do i know or understand my family and friends?
everyone that i know?
probably i don't know them well enough.
iii. does pride really matters.
i always tell fen, my childhood friend; pride can't earn you a bowl of rice.
yeah, pride is something that causing loads of problem!
isn't it?
trust me, one that is proud don't have much friends.
and one that is humble is easy to get along.
iv. sparing a thought for others?
i realised that whenever trouble arises.
i, me and myself comes first.
have you put yourself into another party's shoe?
for me, from young; i'm taught to put others first before myself.
so i tend to get very irritated when people just jump into conclusion that they are not the one at fault or whatever. in a way pushing blame.
sparing a thought for others displayed one's maturity.
because it shows that you go the extra mile to understand the situation.
and you're clear minded with what you're doing.
v. anything that i've regret not doing?
yeah, i always tell my poly clique to treasure me. haha.
especially come to treats that they owe me=Ppp
here's the short conversation regarding this;
me: hey, you still owes me a meal.
clique: why?
me: you better treat me first before i die.
clique: why say such things?
me: because you'll never know when will i die.
clique: so?
me: by then it's too late already. and you're reminded that you haven't treat me that meal. thus you'll be smacking yourself for not giving the treat to me=D
the gist of the conversation is somehow there.
though, those are not exactly the words used.
yeah, so do what you feel like doing right now.
don't wait! procrastinate no more!!
before it's too late for any amendments.
such ponderings caused me, all the more want to live life to the fullest!!!
there's no time to waste my friends.
don't live in a world full of things stuffed up in your heart.
do what you feel like doing.
like the saying goes, follow your heart.
provided it's noting hurting to anyone and it's not illegal yeah=D
cheers!!
time to reply those who'd tagged=D
message to xiang: yeah! i've loads of fun-loving friends!! why? jealous? haha=))
message to wengxi: sure! you can always do a spot check=D no problem with me.
message to cai: i'm not upset over who's coming to my chalet or not at all. haha. whoever want to come, just come. whoever can't make it, it's ok. no obligation. and thankie for the jersey, it's a bit big for me though=D
message to ping: yeah! i enjoyed the time spend with girl boy band! nice time=D pressie wise, didn't my entry mentioned about i love all pressies given to me. no matter cheap, ugly or whatever. your priceless vouchur is too priceless to bring it around my dear. haha=D
message to chester: thankie anyway. working hard for my attachment. distinction i don't desire, so long as i've did my best. it's good enough.
my words of thank from the bottom of my heart =D
P.S.: the order is not ranked.
**Dad's drumstick**
woohoo!! yeah. as usual during birthday, dad will buy the birthday
person a drumstick. i've got this huge honey baked drumbstick
delivered during my lunch time at attachment=))
`` thankie dad for this drumstick and the accompany on my birthday
for this huge drumbstick and of course the lunch that day=D
thankie also for the opportunity to have a birthday party
at chalet with denise=D
**Xiang's patience**
yes, my dear son made this pot of flower for me.
together with a card with warm wishes=))
this is why he wants to buy origami paper=Ppp
`` thankie xiang for you patience in the making of this pot of flower. yeeyaha.
though some dropped when i explore my pressie. but i manage to fix it back=D
thankie also for you trying your best to write an essay for me in the card
with your best handwriting=D
**uncle's hardwork**
yeah, this is a portrait of me.
i just wonder why everything time uncle draw or sketch me
it will never look like me=)
the special thing of my portrait is that it's framed!!!
frame that is done from scratch. yeah, with cardboard=))
`` thankie uncle for you hardwork for drawing all the things i want=D
P.S.: uncle actually drew another drawing for me.
my desired drawing for making a t-shirt=D
but there's some technical fault that he wants it back to amend it.
** cai's gift certificate**
whenever cai saw post card, she will grab one. without fail=))
this is what she got for me=D
``thankie cai for spending long hours planning for my birthday=D
and also long hours doing your mission impossible that you fell ill. poor grand-daughter=Ppp
please take good care of yourseleves when you know you've weak immunity!
**ping's vouchure**
i'm suppose to keep this priceless vouchure with me
wherever i go because ping will spotcheck on me.
however i'll be rebellious and not do so=Ppp
``thankie ping for you this simple priceless vouchure!
this is really something money can't buy!
the one and only unique and special and creative one=D
**FBT jersery**
hmmm, i have no ides who got this for me. yeah! as my clique knew that it'll take forever for me to go get this.
so i think i've got this as one of my pressie=D
`` thankie to whoever!!**hong kong air ticket**
yeah! i've a red packet that's worth $88,
this is not for me to spend on anything
but on the air ticket for the hong kong trip that i want to go this year=D
yeeyaha, though it's not enough to cover the whole expanses for my air ticket but it helps=))
`` thankie to whoever that've contributed to this hong bao=D
P.S.: i'm sorry but i really don't know who'd contributed=Ppp
**something special**
when i'm presented this. it took me a while to figure out
what the drawing is about.
when i'm exploring my pressie, i realised on the
top right hand corner of the drawing.
it says "ai xin feng xian" which means presented with love.
and it's actually done on the day my clique'd our reunion dinner!!!
`` thankie to those who kept this well without me discovering it=D
P.S.: heard from ping, i'm actually to receive a frame
to frame this up one yeah? is that true?
**endless nights**
woohoo!!! this is done with loads of love!!!
because everything in this book are in chinese.
even the messages from my fellow malay classmates!
`` thankie to cai, ping, xiang and kenny for this made with love book=D
thankie for sacrificing your beauty sleeps just for the making of this book=D
**special dumbell**
woah! i've a set of dumbbell=))
this shows that uncle really wants me to get rid of my "watermelon juice."
it looks like my clique wants me to start working out!
one fbt jersey and now dumbell=D
**sweet fiq**
i'm shocked to see my picture on the envelope. what an ugly one!!
``thankie fiq for this card!! apprecaite your effort=D
**fake or real**
i'm amazed to received this pressie.
ake ice-cream lamp post and real sunflower=)
`` thankie lydia, jia, heng, charis and james for this!!!
and also your surprises for appearing at the chalet=D
thankie lydia, jia and charis for chatting non-stop through the night with me=D i'm sorry i fell asleep halfway. opps!=Ppp
**personalised**
i've actually received a cup with my chinese surname on it
and a keychain which has the real meaning of it=))
``thankie joanne!!! i won't use it. because it's meant to be collected=D
**thoughtful dionnie**
i've got a black cardigan from dionnie!! and a handmade card=))
dionnie is just so funny! she says, Oe you have to wear the cardigan often until we all have cut off out "watermelon juice" - flappy arms.
but she put so many chocolates and sweets in the tub!!!
``thankie dionnie for getting it for me instead of
telling me where to get it.
no wonder you told me not to get it and
you will keep a lookout for me=D**belated richard**
yeah, ric got me a windcharm and a card.
when i received the windcharm, i'm like reminded
of how he actually wants to make one to show me=Ppp
``thankie ric and your girlfriend for the little pressie=D
**funny kenny**
before kenny gave me this, he repeated many times of;
please use this before you sleep.
and he actually said he will rest early just to fulfil my wish.
because of this, he've got me lavender's flavour=))
``thankie kenny for being this creative yeah=D
**peanut mochi**
yeah, chester gave me this. i'm quite shocked to received this!!
``thankie chester for this mochi. it's really nice=D
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thankie everyone once again!!!
my thankfulness is just overflowing.
REALLY!!!=D
birthday is just like any other day. nothing too big=D
and i really don't wish to tire people out just because it's my birthday.
that's why i've told my clique that i don't want any gift
and having enough rest is the best gift ever=Ppp
but none fulfilled it. haha.
yeah, people out there. please don't spend a huge bomb on pressie for me ok. really!
i'm ok with one handmade card.
it's the thought that count and the heart in it that really matter.
so why not spend your money on something else
and just make me a birthday card next year=D
and for your information,
i've the hobby of keeping stuff that's given to me inside my gift cabinet.
the reason is: i want to remember the person who gave me gift
by keeping the gift.
just because i'm afraid i will have lost of memory or something.
so giving something that is like handmade and cheap is good enough.
and please no food allowed! because when i ate it, and yeah.
that's it for the gift and i can't keep it as a memorable gift
unless a picture is taken=D
or someone gave me the receipt of that food?
one thing i have to say is that, i really treausre every single thing i have=D
am contented!
oh yeah! one last thing, don't feel obligated to give me something=)
a simple sms will do the job too.
like i said, birthday is just like any other day=D
cheers!!!
Frecky!!!
Josh and Rachel's dog=)
these pictures are taken by me, please don't say i'm bais for putting so many of it up comparing with the other doggies=)
it's because i see him more often then the rest mah=D
and the dear owners always forgot to send me the pictures taken ...
he loves to be among peeps=)
and will jump jump and jump when he saw josh, rachel dajie, sarah jie, charis, me and whoever=D
pampered frecky=Ppp
Muffin!!!
Tian Tian and cai's dog=)
he's muffin, not the muffin that you're thinking of.
not the cake muffin i'm talking about. but doggie muffin=)
interesting name=D made charis wants to name her dog brownie if she have one=D
long long time ever i last met him.
met muffin on his first day of ownership, brought him to mirco chipping, forced open him mouth when he ate some bottle cap on the floor, cleaned his poo while cai and xaing starred in astonishment and taught him how to shanke hand.
but lazy him and forgetful him!!! forgot how to shake hand=(
clever muffin=D
Baby!!!!
dionnie's doggie=Ppp
when baby's young, middle age and now.
he had to shave botak because of his fleas in him.
remembered how he actually danced cha cha with me when we first met=D and waited for my girls to sleep first before he sleeps during the stayover at dionnie's place while us rushing for the dateline for projects.
this poor boy, so sad and emo when he have to shave botak=(
sweet baby=D
with all these doggies around, i need not to have one=D
since my granny always object=(
cheers!!! just love being in the accompany of doggies=DDD
yawn~ stretch stretch~
Good morning Baltimore!!!
i should say good morning bloggers=)
woohoo!!! my blog being stagnant for like one full month?
and of course naggings started. opps!
XIANG!!! this is my latest update=D
since you said, like mother like son. so when is your turn?
yeeeyaha!
the urge of having this entry done up soon is because...
my dear classmates, we're parting.
met fiq somehow somewhere sometime someday.
the two of us were just sitted down on a stone chair reminiscing the good times we had.
saying how we actually take each other for granted and never know how each and everyone in class meant to us until we are parting.
remember those days...
1. without fail, it'll rain on the day we had bbq.
can you believe it, whenever my class planned or organised a bbq.
it will definately rain on the execuation day of the bbq.
i believe everyone in class will agree with this=D
though we were drenched and the food turned soggy.
nevertheless, we still enjoy the accompany of the rain!!!
2. everyone's birthday is celebrated or at least with a pressie.
yeah, the birthday alarms will just ring automatically.
and you can see different people collecting money for different birthday boy or girl.
surprises being kept within the main committees.
though there are time where there's spilled milk here and there.
but it's the thought that really counts=)
3. playing truant is never successful.
the days when we as a class had already decided not to attend certain lesson.
and to do something together as a class, it'll just fail.
for example, went to play bowling together as a class at guildhouse. never will we thought of there's something wrong with the lane. yeah, because of that, we didn't bowl.
it seems like it's God objection on us playing truant=Ppp
there's many many more!!!!
just to name a few=)
one last thing...
from what i know, somehow or rather.
most of us got into my course without hving it as our top choices.
i will never forget how i actually cried for getting into this course.
dreaded myself to go to school for the first few weeks.
oh well, and now; come to think of it...
it's just so stupid how i dreaded to class=Ppp
of course,
i thank God that i have such a fun loving class, nice lecturers and yeah lovely classmates!!!
it's just so amazing how we are put together as a class,
and how we clique so easily within a click, effortless.
like what fiq says, it's God appointment for us to meet as a class=D
22 dudes!!
we're going to have one final farewell sort of dinner together.
but we'll spend the whole day togethe alright.
tentatively on the 4 february=D
since Chinese New Year is approaching,
yeah. so we want a reunion dinner - a chinese tradition to have reunion dinner=D
probably a bbq? any suggestion?
cool man!! the window live writer. so cool can!!!
peeps, you're greatly encourage to download this=D
thankie ping for "nagging" me to change to that!!!
really cool and easy and... speachless.
especailly i'm such a computer noob=)
when i have time i shall changhe my blog skin or convert to livejournal or something!
i promise i'll pick up the skill of this alright=D
i'm here to declare something!
from today onwards, i'll buzzing like a bee already=(
just backed from my holiday.
went to batam and JB.
yeah, it's a getaway for me=)
to be charged for the battles to come.
just 'studied' my organiser.
and i'm feeling a bit...
breathless...
how i wish, i can be like last holiday.
sleep sleep sleep and sleep!
until cai and the rest start nagging at me=)
can feel the sense of buzzing lifestlye in the days to come=(
i don't want!!!
but the events and activities that's coming just excite me=D
so people, please don't blame me for abandoning my blog yeah=)
(yes! an excuse for no updates!)
all i want for christmas is to catch a deep breath=D
allow me to wish everybody a merry Christmas and a happy new year!!!
cheers!=D
not that i don't want to update pictures on the birthday princes and princesses arzz.
it's just that blogspot don't allow me to.
and i don't have some of the pictures yet=)
as usual, i'm being nagged to update=Ppp
so today, i'm going to post something that's close to my heart!
a few weeks back, Dad preached on God's love is more than words.
but i'm not going to summarise what's preached.
for now, what's more than words?
--> love for one another.
i don't know how and don't know why i get to know these people who eventually becomes my friend=)
probably it's an appointment for me to know them. or could it be something else.
whatever it is, i always thank God for the friends i've got=D
be it they are kind, smart, ugly, fat, slim, friendly, lovely etc.
* i just love them for who they are!
** friendship occurs and often test is set for friends to overcome together. it's a matter of
accepting it or abandoning it? in order to keep the friendship on the ball, we really have to work out any unhappiness with each other. if accumulation of unhappiness with one and other and not identifying with the caused. one fine day, that someone will explode once something really up to his/her limit triggers.
*** friendship is also a matter of understanding. the more you understand that friend of yours, the more you know about that friend. conflicts and miscommunications do occurs! however, what's important is how you actually go about dealing that problem. because, it's easy to break a trust but building trust up again is super-uber difficult.
**** i always believe in tender loving care in a friendship. who doesn't like to be loved, pampered and being trust? call me stubborn or what, i always give people a second chance. no matter how wrong that friend behaves. i believe that; that friend will be "renewed" if he/she is given a second chance to mend the mistake that he/she had committed.
i might sound idealistic my friends.
i'm just er...
want things to turn out for the good!
everyday is a brand new day! live everyday with a joyful heart and things will turn out better i guess=Ppp
seriously speaking, if situations just turn out to be the worst.
what we can do is to really start the friendship anew. (that's the last resort.)
[[ things that i just don't understand.]]
