what's happening???

pronounce dead=D

2008-04-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

hello all,

i've moved to www.heavenlyjoyful.wordpress.com

though my new address is stil under construction but i've started posting my entries there already=D

cheers!

everyday is a gift=D

2008-03-15T15:35:00.001+08:00

hello everybody!
i'm here for an update.
finally=Ppp

yeah, currently having attachment.
will update on the company i'm attached to soon.
today's update is inspired by ping during our e-mail's conversation during attachment=P
shhh, don't sell us away by leaking the fact that we're e-mailling each other during office hours.

topic for today is - Every Day Is A Gift from God!

chain of thoughts just came to mind.

i. have i cherish the people around me?
ii. human are just complicated creatures.
iii. does pride really matters?
iv. sparing a thought for others?
v. anything that i've regret not doing?

i shall try to express myself in the shortest possible yeah.
here i go!

i. have i cherish the people around me?

after reading this, ask yourself this question.
death is part and parcel of everyone's life.
eternal life will be in heaven and not earth.
i'm on earth right now, so i'm just pondering have i cherish the people around me?
cherish means to hold dear.
in other words, have i treat those around me with love from the bottom of my heart?
from what i can remember, i tried to treat everyone nicely.
but deep concern etc.; not all.

ii. human are just complicated creatures.

scientifically, we're made up of so many different organs.
and each has it's function to play.
character wise, everyone has different behaviour and teachings.
emotionally, some likes to appear strong to others but deep down in their hearts,
they are sad, disappointed etc.
some are extrovert, some are introvert etc.
so i'm just thinking, how well do i know or understand my family and friends?
everyone that i know?
probably i don't know them well enough.

iii. does pride really matters.

i always tell fen, my childhood friend; pride can't earn you a bowl of rice.
yeah, pride is something that causing loads of problem!
isn't it?
trust me, one that is proud don't have much friends.
and one that is humble is easy to get along.

iv. sparing a thought for others?

i realised that whenever trouble arises.
i, me and myself comes first.
have you put yourself into another party's shoe?
for me, from young; i'm taught to put others first before myself.
so i tend to get very irritated when people just jump into conclusion that they are not the one at fault or whatever. in a way pushing blame.
sparing a thought for others displayed one's maturity.
because it shows that you go the extra mile to understand the situation.
and you're clear minded with what you're doing.

v. anything that i've regret not doing?

yeah, i always tell my poly clique to treasure me. haha.
especially come to treats that they owe me=Ppp

here's the short conversation regarding this;
me: hey, you still owes me a meal.
clique: why?
me: you better treat me first before i die.
clique: why say such things?
me: because you'll never know when will i die.
clique: so?
me: by then it's too late already. and you're reminded that you haven't treat me that meal. thus you'll be smacking yourself for not giving the treat to me=D

the gist of the conversation is somehow there.
though, those are not exactly the words used.
yeah, so do what you feel like doing right now.
don't wait! procrastinate no more!!
before it's too late for any amendments.

such ponderings caused me, all the more want to live life to the fullest!!!
there's no time to waste my friends.
don't live in a world full of things stuffed up in your heart.
do what you feel like doing.
like the saying goes, follow your heart.
provided it's noting hurting to anyone and it's not illegal yeah=D

cheers!!

time to reply those who'd tagged=D

message to xiang: yeah! i've loads of fun-loving friends!! why? jealous? haha=))

message to wengxi: sure! you can always do a spot check=D no problem with me.

message to cai: i'm not upset over who's coming to my chalet or not at all. haha. whoever want to come, just come. whoever can't make it, it's ok. no obligation. and thankie for the jersey, it's a bit big for me though=D

message to ping: yeah! i enjoyed the time spend with girl boy band! nice time=D pressie wise, didn't my entry mentioned about i love all pressies given to me. no matter cheap, ugly or whatever. your priceless vouchur is too priceless to bring it around my dear. haha=D

message to chester: thankie anyway. working hard for my attachment. distinction i don't desire, so long as i've did my best. it's good enough.

happy birthday to me=D

2008-02-16T23:28:00.001+08:00

my words of thank from the bottom of my heart =D
P.S.: the order is not ranked.

**Dad's drumstick**

woohoo!! yeah. as usual during birthday, dad will buy the birthday
person a drumstick. i've got this huge honey baked drumbstick
delivered during my lunch time at attachment=))
`` thankie dad for this drumstick and the accompany on my birthday
for this huge drumbstick and of course the lunch that day=D
thankie also for the opportunity to have a birthday party
at chalet with denise=D

**Xiang's patience**

yes, my dear son made this pot of flower for me.
together with a card with warm wishes=))
this is why he wants to buy origami paper=Ppp
`` thankie xiang for you patience in the making of this pot of flower. yeeyaha.
though some dropped when i explore my pressie. but i manage to fix it back=D
thankie also for you trying your best to write an essay for me in the card
with your best handwriting=D

**uncle's hardwork**

yeah, this is a portrait of me.
i just wonder why everything time uncle draw or sketch me
it will never look like me=)
the special thing of my portrait is that it's framed!!!
frame that is done from scratch. yeah, with cardboard=))
`` thankie uncle for you hardwork for drawing all the things i want=D
P.S.: uncle actually drew another drawing for me.
my desired drawing for making a t-shirt=D
but there's some technical fault that he wants it back to amend it.

** cai's gift certificate**

whenever cai saw post card, she will grab one. without fail=))
this is what she got for me=D
``thankie cai for spending long hours planning for my birthday=D
and also long hours doing your mission impossible that you fell ill. poor grand-daughter=Ppp
please take good care of yourseleves when you know you've weak immunity!

**ping's vouchure**

i'm suppose to keep this priceless vouchure with me
wherever i go because ping will spotcheck on me.
however i'll be rebellious and not do so=Ppp
``thankie ping for you this simple priceless vouchure!
this is really something money can't buy!
the one and only unique and special and creative one=D

**FBT jersery**

hmmm, i have no ides who got this for me. yeah! as my clique knew that it'll take forever for me to go get this.
so i think i've got this as one of my pressie=D
`` thankie to whoever!!

**hong kong air ticket**

yeah! i've a red packet that's worth $88,
this is not for me to spend on anything
but on the air ticket for the hong kong trip that i want to go this year=D
yeeyaha, though it's not enough to cover the whole expanses for my air ticket but it helps=))
`` thankie to whoever that've contributed to this hong bao=D
P.S.: i'm sorry but i really don't know who'd contributed=Ppp

**something special**

when i'm presented this. it took me a while to figure out
what the drawing is about.
when i'm exploring my pressie, i realised on the
top right hand corner of the drawing.
it says "ai xin feng xian" which means presented with love.
and it's actually done on the day my clique'd our reunion dinner!!!
`` thankie to those who kept this well without me discovering it=D
P.S.: heard from ping, i'm actually to receive a frame
to frame this up one yeah? is that true?

**endless nights**

woohoo!!! this is done with loads of love!!!
because everything in this book are in chinese.
even the messages from my fellow malay classmates!
`` thankie to cai, ping, xiang and kenny for this made with love book=D
thankie for sacrificing your beauty sleeps just for the making of this book=D

**special dumbell**

woah! i've a set of dumbbell=))
this shows that uncle really wants me to get rid of my "watermelon juice."
it looks like my clique wants me to start working out!
one fbt jersey and now dumbell=D

**sweet fiq**

i'm shocked to see my picture on the envelope. what an ugly one!!
``thankie fiq for this card!! apprecaite your effort=D

**fake or real**

i'm amazed to received this pressie.
ake ice-cream lamp post and real sunflower=)
`` thankie lydia, jia, heng, charis and james for this!!!
and also your surprises for appearing at the chalet=D
thankie lydia, jia and charis for chatting non-stop through the night with me=D i'm sorry i fell asleep halfway. opps!=Ppp

**personalised**

i've actually received a cup with my chinese surname on it
and a keychain which has the real meaning of it=))
``thankie joanne!!! i won't use it. because it's meant to be collected=D

**thoughtful dionnie**

i've got a black cardigan from dionnie!! and a handmade card=))
dionnie is just so funny! she says, Oe you have to wear the cardigan often until we all have cut off out "watermelon juice" - flappy arms.
but she put so many chocolates and sweets in the tub!!!
``thankie dionnie for getting it for me instead of
telling me where to get it.
no wonder you told me not to get it and
you will keep a lookout for me=D

**belated richard**

yeah, ric got me a windcharm and a card.
when i received the windcharm, i'm like reminded
of how he actually wants to make one to show me=Ppp
``thankie ric and your girlfriend for the little pressie=D

**funny kenny**

before kenny gave me this, he repeated many times of;
please use this before you sleep.
and he actually said he will rest early just to fulfil my wish.
because of this, he've got me lavender's flavour=))
``thankie kenny for being this creative yeah=D

**peanut mochi**

yeah, chester gave me this. i'm quite shocked to received this!!
``thankie chester for this mochi. it's really nice=D

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thankie everyone once again!!!

my thankfulness is just overflowing.
REALLY!!!=D

birthday is just like any other day. nothing too big=D
and i really don't wish to tire people out just because it's my birthday.

that's why i've told my clique that i don't want any gift
and having enough rest is the best gift ever=Ppp
but none fulfilled it. haha.

yeah, people out there. please don't spend a huge bomb on pressie for me ok. really!
i'm ok with one handmade card.
it's the thought that count and the heart in it that really matter.
i appreciate and love whatever gift that's given to me as a birthday gift.
so why not spend your money on something else
and just make me a birthday card next year=D

and for your information,
i've the hobby of keeping stuff that's given to me inside my gift cabinet.
the reason is: i want to remember the person who gave me gift
by keeping the gift.
just because i'm afraid i will have lost of memory or something.

so giving something that is like handmade and cheap is good enough.
and please no food allowed! because when i ate it, and yeah.
that's it for the gift and i can't keep it as a memorable gift
unless a picture is taken=D
or someone gave me the receipt of that food?

one thing i have to say is that, i really treausre every single thing i have=D
am contented!

oh yeah! one last thing, don't feel obligated to give me something=)
a simple sms will do the job too.
like i said, birthday is just like any other day=D

cheers!!!

doggies around me=)

2008-01-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

Frecky!!!
Josh and Rachel's dog=)

these pictures are taken by me, please don't say i'm bais for putting so many of it up comparing with the other doggies=)
it's because i see him more often then the rest mah=D
and the dear owners always forgot to send me the pictures taken ...
he loves to be among peeps=)
and will jump jump and jump when he saw josh, rachel dajie, sarah jie, charis, me and whoever=D
pampered frecky=Ppp

Muffin!!!

Tian Tian and cai's dog=)

he's muffin, not the muffin that you're thinking of.
not the cake muffin i'm talking about. but doggie muffin=)
interesting name=D made charis wants to name her dog brownie if she have one=D
long long time ever i last met him.
met muffin on his first day of ownership, brought him to mirco chipping, forced open him mouth when he ate some bottle cap on the floor, cleaned his poo while cai and xaing starred in astonishment and taught him how to shanke hand.
but lazy him and forgetful him!!! forgot how to shake hand=(
clever muffin=D

Baby!!!!

dionnie's doggie=Ppp

when baby's young, middle age and now.
he had to shave botak because of his fleas in him.
remembered how he actually danced cha cha with me when we first met=D and waited for my girls to sleep first before he sleeps during the stayover at dionnie's place while us rushing for the dateline for projects.
this poor boy, so sad and emo when he have to shave botak=(
sweet baby=D

with all these doggies around, i need not to have one=D
since my granny always object=(

cheers!!! just love being in the accompany of doggies=DDD

how time flies...

2008-01-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

yawn~ stretch stretch~
Good morning Baltimore!!!
i should say good morning bloggers=)

woohoo!!! my blog being stagnant for like one full month?
and of course naggings started. opps!
XIANG!!! this is my latest update=D
since you said, like mother like son. so when is your turn?

yeeeyaha!
the urge of having this entry done up soon is because...
my dear classmates, we're parting.

met fiq somehow somewhere sometime someday.
the two of us were just sitted down on a stone chair reminiscing the good times we had.
saying how we actually take each other for granted and never know how each and everyone in class meant to us until we are parting.

remember those days...

1. without fail, it'll rain on the day we had bbq.
can you believe it, whenever my class planned or organised a bbq.
it will definately rain on the execuation day of the bbq.
i believe everyone in class will agree with this=D
though we were drenched and the food turned soggy.
nevertheless, we still enjoy the accompany of the rain!!!

2. everyone's birthday is celebrated or at least with a pressie.
yeah, the birthday alarms will just ring automatically.
and you can see different people collecting money for different birthday boy or girl.
surprises being kept within the main committees.
though there are time where there's spilled milk here and there.
but it's the thought that really counts=)

3. playing truant is never successful.
the days when we as a class had already decided not to attend certain lesson.
and to do something together as a class, it'll just fail.
for example, went to play bowling together as a class at guildhouse. never will we thought of there's something wrong with the lane. yeah, because of that, we didn't bowl.
it seems like it's God objection on us playing truant=Ppp

there's many many more!!!!
just to name a few=)

one last thing...
from what i know, somehow or rather.
most of us got into my course without hving it as our top choices.
i will never forget how i actually cried for getting into this course.
dreaded myself to go to school for the first few weeks.
oh well, and now; come to think of it...
it's just so stupid how i dreaded to class=Ppp

of course,
i thank God that i have such a fun loving class, nice lecturers and yeah lovely classmates!!!
it's just so amazing how we are put together as a class,
and how we clique so easily within a click, effortless.
like what fiq says, it's God appointment for us to meet as a class=D

22 dudes!!
we're going to have one final farewell sort of dinner together.
but we'll spend the whole day togethe alright.
tentatively on the 4 february=D
since Chinese New Year is approaching,
yeah. so we want a reunion dinner - a chinese tradition to have reunion dinner=D
probably a bbq? any suggestion?

cool man!! the window live writer. so cool can!!!
peeps, you're greatly encourage to download this=D
thankie ping for "nagging" me to change to that!!!
really cool and easy and... speachless.
especailly i'm such a computer noob=)
when i have time i shall changhe my blog skin or convert to livejournal or something!
i promise i'll pick up the skill of this alright=D

suffocated!

2007-12-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!
i'm here to declare something!

from today onwards, i'll buzzing like a bee already=(

just backed from my holiday.
went to batam and JB.
yeah, it's a getaway for me=)
to be charged for the battles to come.

just 'studied' my organiser.
and i'm feeling a bit...
breathless...
how i wish, i can be like last holiday.
sleep sleep sleep and sleep!
until cai and the rest start nagging at me=)

can feel the sense of buzzing lifestlye in the days to come=(
i don't want!!!
but the events and activities that's coming just excite me=D
so people, please don't blame me for abandoning my blog yeah=)
(yes! an excuse for no updates!)

all i want for christmas is to catch a deep breath=D
allow me to wish everybody a merry Christmas and a happy new year!!!

cheers!=D

more than words.

2007-11-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

heyhey people.
not that i don't want to update pictures on the birthday princes and princesses arzz.
it's just that blogspot don't allow me to.
and i don't have some of the pictures yet=)

as usual, i'm being nagged to update=Ppp
so today, i'm going to post something that's close to my heart!

a few weeks back, Dad preached on God's love is more than words.
but i'm not going to summarise what's preached.

for now, what's more than words?
--> love for one another.

i don't know how and don't know why i get to know these people who eventually becomes my friend=)
probably it's an appointment for me to know them. or could it be something else.
whatever it is, i always thank God for the friends i've got=D
be it they are kind, smart, ugly, fat, slim, friendly, lovely etc.

* i just love them for who they are!

** friendship occurs and often test is set for friends to overcome together. it's a matter of
accepting it or abandoning it? in order to keep the friendship on the ball, we really have to work out any unhappiness with each other. if accumulation of unhappiness with one and other and not identifying with the caused. one fine day, that someone will explode once something really up to his/her limit triggers.

*** friendship is also a matter of understanding. the more you understand that friend of yours, the more you know about that friend. conflicts and miscommunications do occurs! however, what's important is how you actually go about dealing that problem. because, it's easy to break a trust but building trust up again is super-uber difficult.

**** i always believe in tender loving care in a friendship. who doesn't like to be loved, pampered and being trust? call me stubborn or what, i always give people a second chance. no matter how wrong that friend behaves. i believe that; that friend will be "renewed" if he/she is given a second chance to mend the mistake that he/she had committed.

i might sound idealistic my friends.
i'm just er...
want things to turn out for the good!
everyday is a brand new day! live everyday with a joyful heart and things will turn out better i guess=Ppp
seriously speaking, if situations just turn out to be the worst.
what we can do is to really start the friendship anew. (that's the last resort.)

[[ things that i just don't understand.]]

el's birthday=)

2007-11-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

woah! Birthday after birthdays.
1st birthday update.
ELSINTA KOSASIH!!!
el's birthday caused so many of us to lose our beauty sleep can!!!!
EL you better be guilty about it=Pppp

happy birthday to you! played and lead by Richard su wen jie=D
look at how ric's girlfriend and ping enjoyed the singing of Birthday song=)

the birthday gal requested for a "double decker" cake.
and we made it just for her!

costume party=)
don't know where's the rest.

cleaning up the mess we've created.

off we go to school.
so tired!!!

i caught you sleeping charles and kenny!

due to excessive toilet rolls lying around.
this is my extra door gift to participants=)
some of them missing, because they used it!!!

post celebration.
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A pressie money can't buy=Ppp

we've produced a video through loads of hardwork and edits.
trying to upload it. but there's error or something.

that's all folks=D

upcoming birthday updates.
stay tuned!!!

PROUDLY PRESENT TO YOU BY CHLOE!!!

true friends.

2007-11-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

as i promised. i will update my blog=D
hmmm, i'm reminded of oliver's (my brother in Christ cum student) three friends=Ppp
leading me to this topic on true friends.
stay tuned! it's another lengthy and wordy entry.
i'm sorry. i don't have picture that is able to replace my expression of words in the conveying of this entry=)

truely Great friends are HARD to find. DIFFICULT to leave and IMPOSSIBLE to forget!
- a quote i've gotten from a poster that my secondary school class gave me=)
yeah! don't you think this is so true?
that's why i've been telling and nagging and whinning and whatever you called it. about the meeting up in 10 years down the road and etc.
P.S.: friends your will know yeah=)
photos i have many. but those that are developed, pasted and commented somewhere in the photo album meant something.
i'm afraid that one day i might lose my memory, at least i can still referred to my photo album=D
don't say i'm "tv-lised" with all the similar plots and everything. but it's really what i feel.
i'm someone that can simply look at the photos taken and laugh and smile and recall about the happy time spent together.

The language of friendship lies NOT in words but in the HEART.

this is what i meant by, knowing your friend from deep within.

in a way, you won't be offended easily.

because there's this bond in the friendship that you know he/she say such things is just a joking matter.

could the tone be serious or not.

if the friendship is strong enough, both of your will sit down and talk about it.

also to get rid of the misunderstanding. without the feeling of being embarrassed or anything.

one good example that my dearest son, xiang always gave: "we communicate through heart."

Friendship is like a flower. with GREAT care, it is in FULL BLOOM.

i always believe in tender, loving, care=)

oh ya, do your guys know what's the meaning of my name?

CHLOE = bloom=D

yeah! i'm given this name so as to bloom like a flower.

in various and many aspects.

back to friendship. care and concern from deep within shows whether or not you've got the right friend.

a true friend won't abandon you. neither will they mock at your mistakes . definately they won't flare up for the slightest matter.

a true friend will be willing to go through the thick and thins, happy and sorrowful moment in your life.

someone emailed me about:

I like you because of who you are to me... A true friend.
A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying
WE screwed up, but we had fun!
Proud to be your Friend!
I've learned... that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned... that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned... that money doesn't buy class.
I've learned... that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned... that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned... that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned... that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned.
Show your friends how much you care.
YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I am honored

i might not be the greatest friend around. but i'm learning how to be one=)

dudes, please forgive me for my irrational-ness, irritate-ness, attitude-ness and whatever you can think of.

someone mentioned this --> friends are my greatest asset.

yeah, that applies to me too=)

and i really love this saying (i mentioned it in the last entry), "friend is a person who likes you for what you are and who you are. in spite of all your faults and all your shortcomings."

things that money can't buy.

2007-10-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

it's e-learning week this week.
having a little break=)
depending on red bulls for survival during the day, for the whole of last week.
yeah! and my regulars are like complaining about my blog updates.

soooooo!!! HERE AM I FOR SOME UPDATES!!!!
topic for today: things that money can't buy.

this topic really caused me to ponder a bit=)
though during exam period, this is a frequent question that's asked many many time in the composition component of the paper.
but now, come to think of it.
i asked myself this question "what are the things that money can't buy" again.

1. money can't buy me happiness=)
2. money can't buy me love.
as in real love from people, not BGR that i'm talking about. - for example, parental love.
3. money can't buy my friends.
4. money can't buy me experience.
5. money can't buy me time.

oftenly, people around me will hear me saying, "i'm contented with what i have."
so let me ask you this question, " are you contented with what you have?"
--> to me, being happy is to accept and be happy with what you have. and often than not, i always receive comments like, "you're out of control!" yeah. the out of control meant, i can laugh non-stop or laugh for the little things. being joyful and happy is me. isn't it, my friends? haha=)

money can't buy me love. isn't it true? imagine you forcing a person down the throat and asked the person to love you. will the person really love you form the bottom of the person's heart?
--> because i have the greatest love of all, Christ. and of course i have love that comes deep within from lifelinkers, darlings, dears and etc.
--> people let me share with you this! if your are observant enough, i wore a t-shirt that has these words printed on them before=)
here i go, 1 Corinthians 13 : 4-8. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

probably there are cases of "friend" tagging onto a person just because that the person is rich.
--> oh well, this is not a friend at all. friend is someone that is willing to go through thick and thin, happy and sorrow together with you. there's a saying that goes, "a friend is a person who likes you for what you are and who you are. in spite of all your faults and all your shortcomings."

experience = the process or fact of personally observing, encountering, or undergoing something.
--> so how is it possible for you to buy experience for yourself. maybe you can pay a sum of money to hear other's experience. but still it's not experience. because you are just absorbing what others had encounter into your brain and trying to force yourself to remember it. it's different from you personally be in it and experience and have the feel yourself.

lastly time, how to buy time for yourself when God only gave us 24 hours a day and 7 days in a week?
--> no time is always my excuse for not doing certain things. but dad always told me off by saying, " it not that you have no time, it's time management darling." so i've trying hard to embrace good time management. yeah, though unforseen circumstances occur at times. but time management and calm mind is still needed=)

my apologies if my entry is naggy.
oh well, i just have the urge to share about this=Ppp
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message to jia: yeah, my friend leeping is working at cineleisure's diva=) she said she saw you too=D

mesage to evan: that's my purpose of having a blog=) to make the truth known and share it with whoever that yet to know about it=Ppp

abandon site?

2007-10-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

gooooood eveeeeening everybody=)
please accept my apologies alright.
not that my blog is an abandon site.
just that time don't allow me to pen down my thoughts and etc.

ever since school started, without fail...
reached home around 2000 plus.
ate dinner.
took a shower.
computer's on --> working on group work, projects, tutorials.
discussions on upcoming events.
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Halloween is for devil worshipers.
alright. i shall post an entry about halloween.
it's because my dear friends.
hmmm. we're always "absorb" to fun things.
and the long waiting halloween party is coming.
last year, all of us were like talking about it.
and this year. we're going to put words into action.

eee. that's the brief idea behind the celebration of halloween.
oh well. start of the whole idea of halloween;

History of halloween.
halloween is celebrated on October 31. let me cut the story short.

1. halloween = the eve of all hallows' or what's known as all saints day. it's celebrated on the last night of October. In the old celtic celandar the year began on the November 1, so the last evening of October was the night of all the witches, which the Church transformed into the eve of all saints.

2. halloween = a night for witches. Another pagan holiday given a cursory baptism and sent on its way. (cursory = going rapidly over something, without noticing details; hasty; superficial )

3. observed especially by children in costumes who solicit treats, often by threatening minor pranks. ( solicit = To seek to obtain by persuasion, entreaty, or formal application)

4. the ancient gaels believed that on October 31, the boundaries between the worlds of the living and the dead overlapped and the deceased would come back to life and cause havoc such as sickness or damaged crops.

for more information: http://www.letgodbetrue.com/bible/holidays/halloween.htm?gclid=CODfjomsm48CFQMkegodvBIpfQ

ATTENTION TO MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!
i'm just plain lazy upon repeating myself that's why i post an entry about this=)
hoping it will also be an answer to whoever=Ppp

by now, you guys should know my character yeah=)
with such interesting pary of fun coming up.
i'll definately announce to the whole community that i'm in.
innocently, i thought celebrating halloween is alright.
but after telling my pastor, daddy.
and research shows.
so. i'm not suppose to celebrate halloween.
because i'm a Christian.

reasons are:
1. i should give God the honor only.
celebrating halloween = giving the devil the glory.

2. halloween = western "hungry ghost festival"
let me put it this way. imagine after attending a funeral, then you are going to celebrate a joyous event?

3. celebrations lead to shock?
often than not, over at western countries. bad things always occur during the celebrations of halloween. for example, robbery etc. it's also shown in movies or shows. this means there's a evil spirit behind it.
on top of it, the practice of halloween is to play pranks on people. and this also in a way pose a danger to whoever in the party. as you people know that, when we are in a party that means fun. that means we might be carried away. and the "highness" might caused us to do things that are not sane.
party are meant to be fun yeah? why would you want to end your party, "funness" with unhappy memory?

4. dress code for halloween party.
people are dressed with witch's clothings. scary or even bloody make-ups and costumes. the gist of it is to scare people.
hmmm. again i'm repeating myself - party are meant to be fun. why would you want to have a party that's scary?

my apologies for not being able to attend the halloween. hope you people will understand.
yeah, this might sound really er. serious.
but that's against God's standard.
and i will not do anything that's against God principles.
definately i will also not do things that's against my faith.

my dad suggested: if the whole halloween idea is scrape off. probably instead of halloween party it became costume party. and all of us are like dressed up in differnt kind of characters, such as snow white, witch, super heros etc. nto totally like you know witches and vampires and etc. i'm able to join your for the party.

what i feel is that, i'm fine not being in the fun. just let me know the happenings of everything and i'll be happy enough=)
since the planning and organising and the idea and everything. much effort was put in. that's why i shall not be a "pest" to your by asking your to change the whole idea of halloween to costume party.

don't worry. i shall just enjoy my night at home praying for you guys=D
and you guys know me best. i'll definately make full use of the time that i have. even though i'm not in the fun=) once again, my apologies.

a little....

2007-09-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

greetings to all!!!
seriously, my eyes are like heavy can=)
for the sake of updates on the little happenings.
i have to force myself to just to stare hard into the computer screen.

a little of school.
start of new semester!
so far very good.
though the sense of workload is coming.
but i'll survive!!! =D

without fail, el is always late for class=)
after a month of not dining in at foodcourt 1, we spent our lunch breaks there!

my brain stop functioning when comes to what to wear for that day.

not forgetting my dearest lecturers.

no probelm getting along with them.

since most of them are familiar faces.

a little about mooncake festival.

the tuesday that just past = mooncake festival.

i still remember yuebing jie and denglong jie.

just because the word 'mooncake festival' just slipped off my mind=)

as usual, my clique like surprises.

and they even wants to meet up at night just to play with candles and light up lanterns.

but it fails=) everyone has an appointment.

and of course! we stays all over singapore!!!!

so it's hard for us to decide where is the central where we can meet.

yuppy, lit paper lanterns at around 0100 midnight=D

thinking that everyone that see us (sarah jie jie and me) lighting up lanterns and candles at such hours will think that we're crazy=Ppp

a little of my time.

had been booked for tutions after tutions!

end-of-year exam is just round the corner, that's why=)

slept throughout on thursday.

my tummy was upset.

doctor said i ate the wrong stuff.

cai, ping, el said i ate too much.

dionnie said i'm going to give birth.

ric or xiang said i had stomach cancer.

whatever it is.

my tummy is happy now=D

fun that el misses=)

2007-09-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

El, you missed those fun we had!!!

this post is specially delicated to you!!!!=Ppp

cool yeah?
this was taken on 11 september.
xiang's birthday celebration=D

details about this sentosa trip.
--> click on the arrow beside who are you looking for.
scroll down to kenny or ping and you will be updated=Ppp

a group picture taken at pulau ubin.
my first time there!!!
and my dearest cai said, we'll ride bicycle to ubin all the way from changi.
it's foolish of me to believe her=(
updates? click on ping.

this is jack=)
i'm just fascinated with my first sight of wild bore!
it's really big!!! and you'll be surprise on the way how it eats.

please pardon my laziness, people.
i'm just plain lazy alright=)

message to ping: sorry ping!!! more updates when the feel is there alright!

message to jia: i've invited and booked you in real advance li arzz!!! no more backing out!!!=D

darlings, love ones, dears, childhood friends...

2007-09-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

annoucement!!!
--> people, starting from the coming monday. i'll really be studying hard and play even harder!!!

my semester 2's time-table is out. yeah, out of 5 days. i'll be having lesson from early morning till late afternoon for 3 days!!! of course i'll be having like free afternoons on wednesday and friday=D when school starts, i think it's also the start of busy busy buzz buzz!!!

end of annoucement=Ppp
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reflection of my whole september holiday.
it's a jolly well catching up sessions for me=D
--> met up with like the whole community of people that i'm close to.

1. darlings
yeah. my darlings are like sarah jie jie and charis. hmmm. this holiday most of my time are like reserved by them. quantity and quality (time) spent. woah! if you are to tell me to share with you about the activities we've done. i think it's like a lot!!! too lazy to name them=)

2. love ones
love ones are my cousins and aunties and uncles. it just reminds me about how time has flies. and now, all of us are like busy in our own world. gatherings are not as often as before (when i'm like still young.) this just popped into my mind, "is there a sight more heartwarming than having a family reunion?"

3. dears
hmmm. my dears are those who i've been seeing them almost everyday during school hours. even though we only met up for twice during this holiday. but the time spent together are adveturous and full of laughters.
p.s.: picture updates on what we've done when i'm next free=Ppp

4. childhood friends
never will you expect how amazing S.H.I.T (our group name) we have not meet up and yet we have like endless topic to talk about!!! anything and everything. though a few didn't turned up. we still enjoy the time spent=)

i love them!!! yeah. don't ask me to choose who i love most. i simply love them all!!!!
reminiscing those happy and sad time when we were younger. and of course digging out each others' weird behaviour conducted in the past and etc.

i personally am amazed how i actually once met them at one point of my life and now they are my darlings, love ones, dears and childhood friends.

[[ treasure and cherish ]]

operating well.

2007-09-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my!!!
it's the last week of my holiday already.
so i have to live everyday - this week, to the very fullest.
because the coming weeks to come.
can't imagine those daily routine!

yes, i've been telling everyone that.
i want to lengthen my days for this week.
hmmm, by waking up early and sleeping late=)
today is my second day. haha=D
should be doing fine. just that i'm feeling a bit tired.
eye bags=Pppp

i had a cheap deal today=)
got bottom at really cheap.
so happy!!!
hmmm. i just can't forget the cheapest deal during my batam trip.
got 6 packets of kacang less than 1 bucks???!!!=D

oh well, today is the second day of school for charis and denise dearest=)
while i spent my day with sarah jie jie at woodlands checkpoint!
yeah, went there to dig out gold=) - cheap deals =Ppp
also chit chatted! that's what gals are known for=D

i've read some articles online and...
i think pm lee mentioned something like,
require people to be operationally proficient.
this really caused me to think a while.

operationally - fit for proper functioning; ready for use; able to function.
proficient - adept = very skilled; competent; experienced; accomplished; able; finished.

of course mr. pm lee is saying things in regard of our country, Singapore.
but it just occur personally to me that;
yeah. questions that i have to really think about.
1. am i growing the right way - spiritually, emotionally, physically and mentally?
2. am i doing things that are pleasing to God?
3. when will i be fit for use? to be send out of the nation?
4. am i living everyday as if there is no tomorrow?
5. when can i say i'm ready and be an impact to those around me?

in secular world, the ministers require citizens to function proficiently.
so is in God's world. especially when i've a citizenship in heaven.
all the more i have to function proficiently.
eee, this might sound a bit ununderstandable to some.
you can always clarify with me. i'll explain to you in details=)

[[ are you operating well? ]]

weird me=)

2007-09-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

joanne wants me to do this - she forced me=Pppp
since we're like buddy for some many many years=)
i'll just do it for her sake.

10 weird things about me:

1. i never hated maths=)
2. i flicked and touched my hair often. - bad habit=Ppp
3. sleeping and eating are my expertise. you'll be surprise with the number of hours and the things i ate!!!
4. watching television is never my first priority/urge. blame it on the huge amount of homework and things to do=)
5. i burp a lot! it's A LOT!!!=D
6. i scratch non-stop when i'm itchy. this is the cause of the scars i had over my body=Ppp
7. i love bright colours. especially it's green, red, yellow and orange etc.
8. anything is what i say when come to decision. but there time i made the desicion - with a group of indecisive people=D
9. i do weird things during exam period. instead of studying, i designed and painted shoes=))
10. last of all, its for me to know and for you to find out=D

p.s.: is this satisfactory miss joanne mok??? haha=)

summary.

2007-09-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone!
yes! i posted this like real early again.
because i got nothing to do=) and i slept real early last night too=D
p.s.: don't scold me!!! i just wanted to take a nap, don't know it'll " yi jiao dao tian liang"=D

a short summary of...

during exam period:
1. prayers by lifelinkers.
2. numurous msg received from sarah jie jie, telling me to take deep breathes before entering exam hall blah blah....
3. granny boiled herbal tea for me to drink.
4. ping losen my shoulder muscle by helping me to massage.
5. cai came school early to rescue me from being lonely=)
6. endless and continuous of "qiang da wen da ti" asked, to show our understanding of the module. - credits to whoever that attempt to ask=)
** this shows a small little effort that does much.
--> it's just heartwarming to receive such little things that the people around me are doing for me. i really thank every single of them!!! i love them tooo!!!=D

1st week of holiday:
1. i've been seeing sarah and charis almost every single day! woah, it's a torture=Pppp because we're away to Batam. to really get out of singapore's busy and hatic lifestyle. people, if you enjoy seafood super duper a lot. you can go there!!!!=) i ate seafood everynight i'm there!!!
2. cai, ping, dionnie missed me=) p.s.: don't know where's el! must be back in her hometown enjoying whatever again. haha! cai, ping and dionnie misses me by telling loads of stuff over the phone. it's causing my ear to burn=) yes, and of course updates and everything! thankie girls=D
** this shows love among our bond.
--> cherish those who loved you dote you and whatever you! don't do it after you've regret. it's too late already.

welcome home=)

2007-09-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
chloe is backed in Singapore!!!
backed on thursday's evening.
with heavy backpack.

backed to reality and there's much happenings.
for example,
1. a little fight on my tagboard=)
2.my class 2b22 photobucket.
because of overwhelming pictures.
and of course because of amber complains of not receiving whichever photos taken.
ETC.

here to report my return=)
more updates during weekdays=D
plenty of time to spare!

2007-08-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

-haw par villa-
participants: cai, tian tian - cai's boyfriend, ping, el, dionnie,
xiang, uncle chen, zhixiang and me=D

i insisted to go haw par villa=)
since cai say she wants to go and explore.
because it's like uptten years we haven't been there already.
all of us went for the sole purpose of visting the dragon's mouth.
but it's closed for renovation.
we roamed around under the hot sun.

zhixiang, ping and cai are born in the year of dragon.

piggies of the day=D

woah!!! big red mask!!!

-minds cafe-

participants: those who went to haw par villa=)

headed minds cafe after haw par villa.

since it's still early=Pppp

a random decision.
went anyway, to enjoy and experience playing games in a huge group!

this game made us yelled and screamed!!!
all of us had a bone.
you'll know what's the bone for when you tried playing it=Ppp

lucky draw!!!
everyone is awarded with some titles.
except ping - miss unlucky=)

-fort canning park-
participants: ping, cai, dionnie, el, xiang,
uncle chen, richard and me=)

wanted to catch a movie.
but this time round i said that i want to go fort canning park.
we went, we sweat like crazy and we know each other better=D

uncle chen emo elmo, then took this candid pic.

trying hard to squeeze ourselves into the camera after many tries.

uses timed-mode.

ping, el, xiang and me!

we girls.

p.s.: can you spot the difference between camera phone and digital camera?
more pictures? - fiq's birthday, nana & lian's birthday and fireworks!

these activities are carried out during my exam period. opps!
i confess, out of 3. 2 of them are suggested by me=)
oh well, this shows - study hard, play even harder=D

lesson learnt.

2007-08-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

good morning eveyone!
though it's a very good morning to sleep in=D

i've the sudden urge to post something about what i've learnt=)

here i go...

i met up with dad yesterday for lunch.

and the one thing that really speaks to me is, " i feel that relationship is hindering our growth." and "wisdom is not primarily knowing the truth, although it certainly includes that; it is actually the skill of living it out."

this is not the exact word dad used, but the meaning is somehow there.

i always understand that relationship is the toughest problem on earth.

didn't did i expect it will somehow hinder one person's growth - emotionally, physically, spritially and mentally's terms.

Love

we can easily impress people from a distance. if we can just manage to put our best foot forward for a short time, we can give strangers a really good (thought maybe not accurate) impression about who we are.

friends and family are different. they know us close and personal. they see us, they know our strengths and weaknesses and all. they love us despite our ugly qualities, but no way are we going to fool them.

loving in truth and actions. love is all about being selfless.

* my additions and some of it was inspire by a section of Jesus Bible - xtraodinary, but true.

--> all the more you shouldn't upset, hurt the love ones around you!

love not neccessarily is like always receive the soft, gentle reminders - and nothing is done to it.

sometimes love can be in the harsh way, scolding, spanking - and you get something out of it=)

growth = process of growing; increasing; to become mature.

mature = fully developed in body and mind; pertaining to or characteristic of full development.

this paragrah speaks to me, in a way it made me reflect much.

quoted from the message, James 1:2-4,

consider it a sheer gift, friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. you know that under pressure, your faith life is forced into the open and shows its true colours. so don't try to get out of anything prematurely. let it do its work so you become mature and well developed, not deficient in any way.

--> yes! when we faced problem, do we shrink back? or do we faced it boldly?

how we handle things and situations show a lot of you.

whether are you matured? or are you just a little weakling?

in order to grow, we learn! - did i mentioned something like that before in my recent post? =)

in order to mature = get out of our comfort zone and look things differently, in different perpectives.

knowing many things, a lot of things i should say - in terms of knowledge, it's useless!

it's the application that does the wonders=)

the living it out!!!

oh well, after reading this post. i somehow don't know how to link them up.

it's just what i feel like sharing=) opps.

here i am=)

2007-08-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness!!!!
i'm like mute and dumb these few days can=Pp

mute because...
eee, hardly talk more than 50 sentences.
picked up the phone, taught my students and
a few short and sweet conversation with my granny.

dumb because...
i'm like studying alone.
because my hang-outs are around west side of singapore.
while my friends are like all over singapore!
i'm doing weird things, like fixing wooden model.
painted the model that i've fixed.
sprayed and designed 2 pairs of shoe - one for charis, just because she asked for it!=D

i'm a macdonald ambassador - ping said it=)
just because i've been macdonald hopping.
and out of 5 times, i saw shunping thrice.
shunping = my secondary classmate.
studying at mac, reminds me of ...
charis, jia and me staying overnight at mac during the the o's period.
doing real stupid stuff those times=) haha!
and today, saw my sister chan also!
gave me a shock of my life!!!!
he's like blindfolded me!!!! and said, huh come study alone huh!!!
yeah, he's studying too=)

never have i felt so "no heart" to study man!
can i watch like movies after movies?
seriously, i can't wait for next thursday to arrive!!!=D

attention to 2b22: we're watching fireworks together on saturday aren't we?
** people out there, it's fireworks festival this coming friday and saturday=) it's accompanied with music, said channelnewsasia=Ppp

i'm dying of not talking=)) real talk man. not msn, msg etc.

[[ one common love ]]

battle in your mind.

2007-08-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

fight!
Fight!!
FIGHT!!!!!

happened that i'm reading my post, and i want to point out my views about it.
in a way to remind myself at the same time share with anyone who's reading=)

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at crossroads, afraid, confused, without a road map. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while, people push on to something better,something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief, beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead."

--> decision lies in our hand; we are the one in control over our emotions.
there's a saying that goes, "every action has its own consquence."
our action = our choice = how you go about handle certain things.
for example, to retreat? to collaborate? during a conflict with a friend?

--> everyone is tested, in order to release the goodness in us.
often than not, we learnt from small, medium, huge encounters of our life.
not only pick up and be corrected from our very own mistake made, but also learning from other's mistake.
learnt = not commiting the same mistake again.

we have to fight our own battle with our own hand.
especially those inner thoughts and feeling and emotions and etc.
fight a good fight and bid good-bye to the battle.
dealt with it and never again let it hinder you again!!!
just like when you're an adult, you can't be saying that i'm a child.

[[ if you want rainbow, sometimes you have to deal with the rain. ]]

just for dionnie=)

2007-08-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

a post specially for my dearest dionnie!!!

remember the caption i've written on the book for you on your birthday?

i wanted to msg you on wednesday itself to tell you the following.
i'm sorry that i forgot, in fact i'm too tired. SORRY!!!
cheers my dear!!! it's alright, everything will be fine yeah=)
i might not experience what you are feeling that day. that you even burst out into tears.
what i can say is that, everything will be fine. i promise!
at least if it doesn't, i'll study together with you alright!!!
anything you don't know can ask me!!! but not over the phone=Ppp
because over the phone = i'm home = i'll be tempted to sleep=D
don't worry!!! worries adds on to your wrinkles!!!! opps=)

remember always, i love you!!!!!!!
don't you feel a bit touched? haha=)

a quickie post=)

2007-08-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

here my quickie post!!!
today is my self-declare holiday!!!
sort of official that i don't need to go to school=)
because the morning lecture is cancelled and tutorial is cancelled too as the whole class requested for it.

oh well, will be busy for the coming 2 weeks.
due to tests and exams!!!
woah!!! my favourite!!! haha=)
say hello to sleepless nights!!!
and of course say hello to our notes people=Ppp

notes to all in the midst of having tests and exams!!!
- please have ample supply of water and fruits yeah=)
- feeling stress??? call me=D
- don't forget to have some fun in between your revision=D

exams and tests are fact of life. argh!!!
update my heartwarming sessions when my inspiration strikes alright=)

pop-eyes!

2007-07-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!!!
i'm here to keep anyone updated about my past week=)

it's an interesting week for me yeah!
1. i've got pop-eyes
- not that i'm popeye but i really got pop-eyes. due to CRS!!! i didn't catch any sleep on thurs. as in i literally burn mid-night oil through-out. woah! that's like shiok!!! because the following day = friday = long day.
- i'm like a walking zombie on friday=) "i like, i-mode!!!"

2. ate botak jones!
- went out to eat botak jones on friday=)
- it's like reunion dinner!!! haha=Ppp because there's like 11 of us!! then we had this huge table to dine in.
- played games in order to clear the fries. --> reminds me of childhood=)
** thankie kenny for treating us drink.

3. pop-eyes derived from popeyes
- went to changi airport!!! to fetch my dearest dad and mum = sarah and rachel's jies daddy and mummy=)
- ate popeye chicken, then the first thing that comes to mind is pop-eyes. and i'm like singing to charis dear my new song about popeye with pop-eyes.
please don't scold me for being so childish or what. haha=)

4. my granny abandon me=)
- er, as in she understands and asked me to go over and accompany jie. just because she's alone at home=D
- stay over at sarah jie jie's place for like 6 days?
- oh well, i can say that my second home = jie's house=D
- watch the one-eye monster! eat, sleep!!!
** thankie jie for allowing me to waste water and eletricity at your house!!!=)

5. aches
- for the last last week. i had er. terrible aches!!
- backache = after helping out at the waterpoint during poly 50.
- headache = ever since sunday and it lasted for like 4 days!!! my goodness! my head can explode anytime soon at that point of time.
- neckache = don't know how and why and when.
*cai: girl, you headache also can play until so crazy?!!?!??
* ping: can you just go and visit the doctor??!?!
* dionnie: sleep early yeah!
* el: oe, rest alright. leave everything to us=)
* xiang: i help you carry your bag yeah, niang!
** thankie to all that are so caring and loving towards me!!!
** thank God that i'm well now=) and of course for sustaining me for that week, because that week is like due of many many projects.

6. stay over at dionnie's place.
- woah! we 5 girls stay over at dionnie place. hmmm, rushing project.
- halfway through, all died! because, all of us participated in poly 50! was super tired!
- played with dionnie's doggy named baby!
- he's so cute yeah!
** thankie dionnie's dad for hosting us=)

that's my highlight over 2 weeks. i think=D
that's all folks!!
anything you want me to talk about or what. just name them=))

[[ heart matters!!! ]]

pictures after pictures!

2007-07-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

xiang, my son!!!!
i update my blog already alright=)

sorry people. i'm plain lazy to type out a whole load of words for my post. so it's another picture post again=D

saw the heart shape? cool!!! it's in my cousin's drink.

a cup of drink can last gals to sit in and chit chat throughout the whole afternoon=Ppp

panic session in class!!!!

1. charles's contribution=)

sister chan bought this for us - my class=)
it's a mint cum dark chocolate. delicious=Ppp

Mr charles chan law, went to penang for his dragon boat race
and he promise us - clique,
that he will buy us tau sa piang=)

to charis: whetehr you see this or not. tell you a secret.
i got a taste of it. and it's definately more than 5=Ppp

2. Kenny's contibutions=)

i specially orderd this from kenny=)
since he don't want to charge me, so i'm sharing it with the whole class.

a japanese snack? taste of cinnamon and red bean / green tea.
look like dumpling=)

gummy!!! but before i realised it, it's eaten up already=(

pocky!!! mango flavour!!! yummy yummy!!!
a must try!!!=D

pocky that is of tiramisu flavour=)

3. zhi xiang's contribution.

he went to taiwan.
this is like, nuts plus some caramel=)

4. my CRS lecturer's contribution.

macdonald breakfast!!!
as an apology of being late - caught in a traffic jam.

5. xiang's gift=)

he went to hong kong.
cool arzz=) so sweet of him to buy all of us a pen.

my tofu man in action!!!
emo elmo arz=)

alright, end of post=D

[[ don't be kpo mode=) ]]

Tioman=)

2007-07-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

as what i've promised --> a post on my tioman trip.

sorry people for this like outdated post=)

i'm trying to gather all the pictures from different people arzz.

there you go!!!!

my way to tioman was hectic! because we have to take a coach then a ferry.
duration of each transport is about 2 hours.

this is what i saw throughout the whole ferry journey.
and of course the endless sea.

this is a little pathway to my "hotel" - room=)

this is how my "hotel" look like=)

this is the main eating place, what we call the canteen.
the small little room, is where divers collect their equipments etc.

the overview of my "corridor"

this is what i saw when i open my door wide!!
the sky, the sand and the sea!!!=D

this small little speed boat is what i took to other destination to snokel=)

look at the sky!!!
it's turning dark.

sun set=)

sun set again=)

people, don't be jealous=Ppp
i watches sun set almost everyday, throughout my stay at tioman.

the kampong road!
this leads us to our so called emporium=)
along this road, they sells nice ramly burger!!! yummy yummy=D

this is little gal, bidding us goodbye=)
she's the owner's daughter.

while waiting for our ferry=)
look at the water!!!
have you ever seen this crystal clear blue sea water?

this tioman trip = a church camp for me=)
it's known as the renewal weekend.
by which, we have teaching sessions as well as service out of the ordinary place=)
instead of having it at our church' building - The Spire we had it at tioman.

at tioman, i felt so relaxed! it's like, you are out of urban area.
no hectic life, no rushing here and there.
it's just me and God's creations=)
i get to see fishes upclose! play with sand like almost everyday.
walk by the beach everyday! enjoy rocking on hammock, what i call swing=)

one thing i don't like about tioman is that, the mosquitos kisses are like free!!!
as you people, know i hate scratching.
and on my last day, when i woke up. i feel that my cheeks were like higher.
you know why??? mr. mosquito kissed me!!! shiok!
i like, i mode. - as if!!!!

one thing i want to comment is --> the toilet is like those kampong toilet.
i have to apply what i've learnt in school,
the meaning of trowelled smooth and the purpose of having wall, floor finishes=)
anyway, the owner is going to revamp the resorts.
so i'm hoping that, the next time i visit the same place again.
--> the facilities will be like repaired and sort of make the place nicer.
( not that it's not nice but make it nicer=Ppp )

overall, i enjoyed the trip.
at least i get to see and experience the life of fisherman. haha=)
i'm planning to go trekking the next time i visit tioman.
because i heard that there's 4 waterfalls there! yeah!!!

one last thing!!!! i made a friend on my way to tioman=)
cool arzz=D it's like a... hmmm...
how do i put it. something like, it's meant to be. haha=D

piggies!!!

2007-06-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

Summerbouquet says: our class like so powerful!!!!!

yeah!! and i'm going to post an entry because of this.

believe it or not.

my class is super wonderful!!!!

symptoms of being so wonderful and powerful:

1. always gather gather no matter what.

- it's like we're seeing each other like 5 days a week. and that's not enough???? haha=Pppp

2. one outing = 100 over pictures uploaded.

- because of this, dionnie and the rest wants to get a thumbdrive or external hard-disk just for the pictures=)

3. all we know is eat.
- we can be thinking of where to eat during lectures. even just after we finish a meal=D

4. there's company organisation and family relations among us.
- can you imagine this??? we're like in poly now=)

this is one of the stupid thing we do=)

oh well, this is how my fun-loving classmates behave.
all i have to say is --> eat, sleep and fun is all we want.

people!!!! let your dreams take flight!!
do what you feel like doing now! before you are too old to do them=D
p.s.: the thing that you want to do have to be right yeah. no illegal acts=)

CHEERS!!!

it's a jolly well catching up session=)

2007-06-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

puting words into actions=)
just as the sayings goes, "action speaks louder than words."

my checklist on things to be done:
1. house party
2. low profile activity with girls
3. meeting up session with theresa and jiyou
4. meeting up session with jia
5. buy pain-a-trate for my granny
6. visit candy empire
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all fulfilled!!!! --> job done=)
3 cheers for me please=Pppp

people, action really speaks louder than words!!!
if you never put your words into action...
you are:
1. procrastinating.
2. waiting for the sky to drop.
3. things will never happen.
4. wait long long will occur.
5. your friends' necks will be as long as a giraffe.
REALLY!!!! i'm not lying=D

after accomplishing all the long waiting list of things that have to be done.
you feel er.
a little bit light?
happy?
satisfied?
haha=) aiya, what i'm trying to say here is.
ACTION!!!!
don't wait. if not it'll never be done=)

[[ just random. ]]

house party!

2007-06-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!

finally our long waiting house party....

stay tuned=)

this is our dearest host: Mr. Kenny!!!
thankie for opening up your house=)

LOOK!!! --> my dearest son at work!
he's in charge of toasting the bread.
and where's his helper kenny???

sandwiches and desert making station.
our director forever posing for the best picture=)

woah!!! director in the move!!!
she's cooking pasta sauce!!! --> don't play play arz=)

i'm the one who postioned out the spaghetti yeah=)
look all those hungry ghost around me=Ppp

the girls giving out pasta sauce=)
do we really need that many people just to give out sauce???

woah! what a nice candid shot=)

hungry hungry hippos!!!

aren't this cool???
thankie to kenny and xiang's lousiness=)

desert of the day: cornflake coated with chocolate.
this should be the product instead of that white heart=)

greedy us=)

we girls posing with the cookie that el baked for us=)
thankie el!!!

Tau Pok session!!!!

yeah!!! we tau pok director cai!!!

out of a blue...
i'm the victim=)

Fiq forever finding something in replacement for a mike.
--> kenny's iron.

we're advertising for mini connetto=D

dionnie's expression shows that fiq's feet is
EXTREMLY SMELLY!=Ppp

xiang is being kicked out of the house=)

look at these evil people=)
posing while xiang's in agony=Ppp

hey you!!! don't you ever bully my son!!!

STupid POses!!

Survival of the day=)

aren't we cool=)

dionnie's made me read this=)

2007-06-20T14:32:00.000+08:00

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at crossroads, afraid, confused, without a road map. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while, people push on to something better,something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief, beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead."

hope this will somehow encourage you=)
you = those who are down.

courtesy from dionnie, my dear=)

words just cannot express my feeling.

2007-06-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling:
1. happy?
2. sad?
3. disappointed?
4. excited?
5. crazy?
6. weird?
7. frustrated?
8. enthusiastic?
9. disgusted?
10. mixed?

i don't know???
oh well, allow me to sleep all day long can?
to replenish some energy=))

specially for my veggie!!!!

2007-06-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!!!!=)
so happy and feeling satisfied for changing my blog skin all by myself=D
no longer have the feeling of being a computer idoit=)
haha=)

this entry is for miss Cai Peishan!!!!
she asked for a post specially just for her.

she's my cai = veggie.
surprisingly, she doesn't eat veggie=)
she's the director of cai's company.
she's also known as lawyer cai or chef cai.
she doesn't fancy BBQ food.
she love cooking.
she love sleeping.
she doesn't talk much when she find you new.
but when the time of friendship is ripe, she'll become crappy.
at times, became crazy=) opps.=Pppp

what else???
she's the world's prettiest girl!!!! (this is what she wants. shhhh.)

yeah!

2007-06-11T11:29:00.000+08:00

rejoice with me people! REJOICE!!!
for mt term tests are over!!!=)

woah!! last week was a headache for me man!
can you imagine -- sleeping less than 24 hours for the entire week?
shiok! that's madness!!!!
studying memorising and eating notes!!!

yeah!!! check it out!! haha=)
what a busy week for me ahead!!
1. heart to heart sessions.
2. house party over at Kenny's place
3. heading JB for movie and to eat!!!
4. father's day lunch.
5. tioman here i come!=)

more updates after i gathered my thoughts alright=)
stay tuned=) haha=Ppp

message to chester: no! when?

message to jia: hey!!! our meeting up is taking forever and ever man!

message to S.H.I.T.: can you gals spare 21.june.2007 for our long waiting cathing up?

message to my girls: we seriously need more heart to heart sessions! haha=)

message to xiang: son!!! hope you won't take it to heart what i've said k? i'm just too.... argh! don't know what i'm saying!

[[ look forward and don't turn back! ]]

enlightenment of the day.

2007-06-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!!!
i know my classmates will scold me for not studying.
because here i am wasting my time to blog.

oh well, if people that know me well enough.
will know that, i'm someone that will share what's really interest me.
if not i'll feel super uneasy=)
thus i'm here to share with you guys about how i feel and what i've learnt that i think it's applicable for our daily activities and etc.

where should i start??
alright, here i go!

1. Recognising emotions in others.
- as a human, we feel and we have feelings, but often than not we forget that others do feel and have feelings too.
- what i want to bring across here is that --> as a friend, buddy, family etc. (the listener, adviser). we need to know and be aware how the other party feel and why he/she felt that way.
- in order to help that "victim", we have to put ourselves into other's shoe and see things from other's perspective. in other words, being empathetic.

** if negative emotions (anger) occurs.
- important to calm down first before deciding what to do.
- be objective about own and the other party's feeling.
- sit down, talk things through, knowing when to back off and discuss the matter another time -- if the situation turn hostile.
- always ask if you are not unsure! make effort to understand.
- encourage open discussion=) keeping in mind not to take offence.
- because often, we asked for honest opinion but we're not prepared for the consequences.

2. Managing your thoughts.
- all of us need "TIME LOCK"! --> block out distractions.
- one good example will be: during exam period, study is your focus. and what we have to do is to lock our time to study and not playing computer games etc. but remember to reward yourself a tiny "time out" when neccessary=)
- but the situation now is that --> for example, when one is troubled, he/she will bring the troubled looking face with him/her. so the time lock here is: he/she have to really concentrate and enjoy the accompany of friends and the activities. locking the thoughts of being troubled.
**remember this --> nothing can make you feel inferior without your consent!!!

3. Emotions and motivations are related!!!
- when your are down, what cheers you up?
- being a human being, we need human being's support.
- i always believe that supportive surrounding (friends, family etc.) plays an important part=)
- for example, when we are in a crisis. we can lose our perspective about how to get out, this is when supportive friends step in.
- and this leads me to point 4=)

4. Motivational realtionship.
- mutually motivation ought to be practice. sound's "chim"! --> it's actually how you go about
sharing your thought and how to go about reciprocate (counter attack) it.
- know eactly what you are feeling and just share it with someone you are comfortable with.
- take note: if you are unhappy with A, you have to also share your unhappy feeling to A. this is to address the issue and sort things out=) --> then there'll be rainbow after rain=D
- how to reciprocate? --> mutually supporting one another, so no one feels used, taken advantaged of.
- always provide alternative solutions. allow the "victim" to weigh it himself/herself.
- lastly, relationship is all about compromising, loving each other, forgiving & forgetting and giving & taking=)

people can "catch the ball?" because i sort of like lost my point=)
but it's something that really speaks to me and caused me to ponder about it=D

weirdos around me???=)

2007-05-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

COOL ARZ???

well, it's taken by either

(dionnie, kenny, zhixiang or charles)

during our "study camp." =Pppp

it's what they called sunrise=)

alright, back to the main point=) UPDATES! - as requested by er.....

today's entry is about people around me=)

though they have weird behaviour, habits etc.

i still love them!!!

firstly, my sisters.

- Sarah jie jie: would like to have a huge dog as her husband.

- Denise: love flickering her hair (no matter how long her hair is).

- Charis: love sun-tanning though she's like sooooooooo dark=)

secondly, my girls.

- Ping: always complain that she's fat when she's not.

- Cai: needs like 24 hours of sleep.

- Dionnie: love burping out loud=)

- El: love eating non-stop and sleeping everywhere and anywhere.

thirdly, my guys.

- charles: forever that vain=)

- xiang, my "son": always say that he's the best of all.

- Fiq: love singing non-stop.

- richard: behaving so not like him=)

- uncle chen: forever optimistic even when things are impossible to happen.

- kenny: the walking street directory.

- zhixiang: love studying.

the list is not exhaustive, just that i'm lazy=)

you know what?

i just realised, i'm able to clique with them is because i shared a little of everyone's weird character=)

i have to say! i cherish them!!!=)

lazy to continue already arzz. opps=)

[[ time reveals a person's heart ]]

emoness around me.

2007-05-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

sorry people!!!
i'm busy buzzing with my school work.
actually wanted to post something interesting on monday or tuesday, can't remember which is the exact day. but don't know why i can't post.

oh well, that doesn't matter.
for now.
i want to post something about emoness!!!!

believe or not.
emoness is a trend now!!!
*what's emo? - being emotional; subject to or easily affected by emotion.
*the objective of this entry is let you people know:

1. do not let your emotions control you!!!!
- this might be difficult but. oh well, if you are determined to get out of your self-wallowing circumstances/situation. i believe that you can overcome. it's the mind people! haha=)

2. do not let your emoness affect others.
- why? because this might be a wet blanket to the people you are meeting.
- for example, if you are going out with group B for a. let's say a BBQ. should you become emo after a little unpleasant issue with person A and caused you to really ponder about it or it keeps bothering you. and this sort of overtakes you, and affect your feelings, emotions. hmmm. also causes you to be like real abnormal in front of group B. this somehow or another will affect group B. get it? [because i also don't really understand what i'm typing=)]

3. speaking up is the best solution of all.
- i believe that speaking up does wonders. as in. at least you clear your burden (for example, what trigger you to be emo etc.) grab someone that you are comfortable with and start telling the person what actually happen and how you feel etc.

the list goes on. but i'm just too lazy to type=)

why would i want to post this entry??? - because emoness is like surrounding me! as in not me. but the people around me. shiok! this also caused me to think about emoness for a moment=)

message to those arround me: let me warn you guys first. don't you ever feel emo!!! if not i'll box you=)

[[ cheers always! ]]

anything that makes you look forward to???

2007-05-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

if you happy and you know you clap your hand! clap clap=)
oh macdonald has a farm, e ya e ya oh.
here quack there quack, everywhere quack quack.

opps. sorry. suddenly have the urge to sing these songs.
oh well, if fiq is around he will says, there she goes again! the high school musical's life. haha=)

hmmm. shiok!! this weekend is what i can say the most relaxed one? yeah baby!!!
happy happy happy=)
i feel so like. er, i completed all my tasks, stuffs etc. you know the feeling of....
hmmm. how should i put it? YA!!! the feeling of a burden on your shoulder that is unloaded? or should i put it this way --> yayness!!! my exams are over!
something like that. i'm feeling like that=) kind of light. though i weighs a tonne=)

you know what??? today i clean my super dirty computer table. filled with dirts and those spider looking cotton??? shoik!!!! of course those spots are hidden spots. so no one can see=)
and don't when, how, where, what why. rashes started to develop on my hands. i just don't like having sensitive skin!!! argh!!! scratch scratch here and scratch scratch there, scar scar here and scar scar there!!! argh!!!! and of course, charis and cai's method does no help on me. ( the method is: if your head if itchy, scratch your hand. then your head will be itchy no more!)
i don't want to be a clean freak!!!! haha=)

good news!!!! my eye is perfectly fine already!! yayness!!! freedom!!! no more ah ma!!! plus can see whoever i want to see instantly. and i won't miss my target=) haha. and i'm sure, my clique will be more than happy!!! so they need not wait for me to put on my glasses first before i can see=) haha.=D

opps. side tracked. hmmm. yeah, i'm feeling light.
so i'm thinking whether i should:-
1. serve the community?
2. take up dance?
3. take up tennis or squash?
4. save up and take up diving course at the end of the year.

so excited!!! i think i shall just slack at home then=) and continue to feel light.
but like that i'm like wasting my time. hmmm. i think, i'll see how i can fill up this empty time slot=)
live life to the fullest yeah!!! make it a point that. there's something that makes you look forward to. this might sort of make your boring day pass faster? =)

message to everyone: is anyone interested to tagged along with me to the farewell tour of singapore national stadium???

[[ laugh, smile and cheers=) ]]

can you spot the difference?

2007-05-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

ping: chloe did you update your blog?
me: er. soon=)
ping: when?
me: hmmm this weekend?

as i promised ping, i'll update my blog this weekend. (i'm a woman of my words=)
yeah! and today i want to have this entry. check it out!!!
it just er, hmmm.
stay tuned and you will know=)

this is bangkok's street. look at the shophouses.

bangkok. hmmm look at the wires.

singapore's wires are hidden underground=)

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pictures took for my project. and to my surprise!!!!

my group-mates said this doesn't look like singapore!!!!

it's as though its at malaysia?

back alley. abandon site?

ancient building??? but it's really somewhere in singapore=)

any difference from the bangkok's wiring system?

this is like.... a rare sight???

after looking at those pictures. and hmmm, after visiting the building that my group is working on for a project. and of course after looking through the pictures i took in bangkok.
i finally understand why property development and facilities management can be a diploma course=)

see the use of a project manager??? [[A project manager is a professional in the field of project management. They have the responsibility of the planning and execution of any project relating to construction industry, architecture or software development.]]

see the use of a QS??? [[A Quantity Surveyor (QS) is a professional person working within the construction industry. The role of the QS is, in general terms, to manage and control costs within construction projects and may involve the use of a range of management procedures and technical tools to achieve this goal.]]

Thank God that while exploring the building that my group is working on, we saw a project manager for that building. of course! we didn't let this great opprtunity slip off our hand. we interviewed him!!! haha=)
hmmm. that's not my point. we girls were like making a small comment about our future. haha=) saying: imagine, next time we have to be like him - the project manager. woah! that's like so shiok!!! everyday face ugly buildings!!??! defects??!?! haha=)

oh well, because in year 2 of my course. we, students have to make a decision whether to take quantity surverying or project management. and of course, i'm not able to make up my mind yet. so, what i have to do is to study hard and see what my grades can earn me to which path.

[[ busy busy buzz buzz!!!]]

relationship.

2007-04-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!!
i'm here to report my thoughts again!!! =)

argh!!!! don't know where should i start.
oh well. recently i'm tagged with this problem about relationship. as in not BGR - boy girl relationship but relationship with people.
for example, siblings, cousins, family, friends etc.

am not afraid to reveal my current condition. at the same time no offence yeah. i'm just posting an entry that's filled with questions!!! and my own answer to that.

1. this year, my parent's place will be sort of being confiscated by the government but in an legal way. as in the house is too old that the government wants to revamp that whole area. so many documentation to look over and to rectify etc. and because my papa and mama are like er. not really sure about the letter that were sent to them. and without fail, my papa will give me a ring and asked to go down to their place to settle it for them. not that i'm reluctant but is that i don't really know how to go about handling it (though i'm studying property development and facilities management) as in not very sure.
and because of this, the whole world (my mama's side and papa's side of relative) is like telling me no matter what, i have to squeeze my name into the ownership of the new apartment. if not blah blah blah and blah blah blah. i just feel that if i am not able to be in the ownership of the house. i'm fine with it.

2. my timetable for this year's timetable is like er!!!! long hours of studies!!!! from monday to friday!!!! on top of it out of 5 evenings, 3 evenings i have to give tution. 1 evening for prayer meeting. so i'm left with 1 evening for myself??? saturday and sunday???? - church.
woah!!!! shoik!!!! i LOVED this semester!!!! busy and hectic semester!!!! because of this, i'm trying my best to squeeze out every bit of my time for my sisters, cousins, poly friends, secondary school's friends, childhood friends. er. which is really tough!!!! shoikness!!!! that's why my prayer for myself is always 'God grant me good time management!'

in conclusion. this all leads to relationship. as in a connection between people. the relationship towards the people around us. and this is something that's so very difficult to grasp!!!!

i'm feeling weird!!! argh!!!! don't like this feeling!!!!
CHLOE!!!!! where are you?!?!?!?!

message to all: if i'm rude or something just give me a smack alright!!!! and i apologise in advance.

school reopens....

2007-04-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE!!!!

as i promised. here's my entry.

more coming up=)

Traffic Light Day!!!!

my clique wore nice colours.

for the first time, we're so colourful=) without any planning!

and because i wore RED!!! and wore glasses because i had eye infection.

this caused them to call me -- ah ma, grandma!!!

the future ''ah mas'' to be=)

TRAFFiC Light!!!! RED, Orange, Green=)

my girls!!!! look how RED i am=)

a cheese before we go home=)

Pastamania again???

ben says to dionnie: why your class always dined in

pastamania or swensen one arz???

by right, we are suppose to dine in at Sakae but!!!!

Kenny had his lunch at Sakae already.

we wanted to change it to Chicago Steakhouse but!!!!

we have 8 people and they only have 6,2 seats.

so we switched to Pastamania!!!! argh!

ping and el are hooking onto me????

xiana and anson.

mr. BUSY (kenny) and richard.
thankie richard for the treat!=)

uncle chen and ping!!!

we walked from cineleisure to where
Rocher beancurd is!!!

happy!!!! finally get to eat (not again???)
and drink and slup!!!

LECTURES AFTER LECTURES???
this is what we do in class=)

charles bullying el!

day dreaming???

hungry!!! time for makansutra!!!!

forever taking picture=)
that's all folks=Pppp

computer's well!!!!

2007-04-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

HHHEEEEELLLLLOOOOOOOoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
i'm backed for update everyoneee!!!!!

woah!!!!
it's like week 2 of school already!!!!!
please don't scold me for this lousy entry=)
i'm here to post something to show that my computer is wellll already!!!! yaynesss!!!!!

people!!! as in those frequent readers.
i promise for juicy updates when i have the time alright!!!
promise!!! that's a deal alright=)

more updates soon yeah???

is every minute fully utilised?

2007-03-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

chloe is here reporting another entry of words for thought again=)

sorry people. i'm like so lazy to type sometimes.
on top of that. when i really about to get started for another new entry, something copped up and i have to sort of settle it.
so i have actually gathered my thogughts these few days for this entry. yeah=)

first of all, i must say: quality time is what everyone needs!
resaon for this is because: when we spend quality time with one another you will just feel that bonds are closer to each other. at the same time getting to know each other you need quality time!
quality time as in. instead of spending you meeting up session watching a movie, you spent your meeting up session over at a cafe? chit chatting, get to know one another better through conversations. not neccessarily spending it over a cafe, you can do it as you shop too. well, i believe guys seldom had the patience to sit on the same seat for like more than 1 hour. and what's more, merely surviving on a drink and conversations.
but i have to say that those guy friends i had, they are pretty patient when my whole jing group sits down and someone just started something that like sort of kickstart them to start to chit chat with my girls. yeah!!! and the whole group practically sound like a market=) with laughters and conversations=)
quality time can also be. maybe doing your work, you need to like seriously sit down with a pen or pencil and start planning what's is going to do next? what's my goal? what are things that i need to prioritise? etc.
GEM - going extra mile.
how this GEM campign starts in me is on tuesday, when i met up with sarah jie jie. i just kept emphasizing this. yeah!!! and i believe it's something that really helps. especially you are doing it for someone. how can i phrase it? er. as in you know. let me just give you one example! when your dear friend is sick, and you are aware of it. instead of just a few words of '' get well soon!'' you can like maybe make an effort to boil herbal tea or make something special for the dear sick friend of yours yeah=) this is what i meant by GEM!

alright. good enough already i guessed=) long enough too!!!=Pppp

message to jane: er, i didn't try the ice-cream chef's ice-cream before. but my da jie tried it! and she says it's not bad!!=)

message to kel: oh well, i told you over the msn already=)

message to 1a22: please check your timetable and gems's appointment on april fool's day!!! and gems registration is on 4th april!!!

message to sp'rean: can anyone register my gems for me? because i'll be away. let me know asap can? thankie!

message to teens girls: interested in skin care cum make up session?

geok's birthday=)

2007-03-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

here's my evident!!!

my meet up with childhood firends.

though not all my childhood friends turned up. but at least there's S.H.I.T!!!!

S.H.I.T and fionna!

meeting up's mission completed! yayness!!!!

things that i just don't understand.

2007-03-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

i'm here to like vent out my nonsense and complaints and grumbles. whatever you want to name it=)

there are things that i just don't understand. seriously man!

why is it that people just don't apreciate what you do for them?
why they build up walls around themselves when you are trying to help?
instead of thinking that you cannot do it. why don't you think in a way that you will do it the best that you can?
why pesssimist just can't think optimistically? even when there a friend there to help you and spur you on?
why is it that the way people think that when someone doing something good to you it's like they must be all out to harm/cheat you?

why? Why? wHY? WHY?

i'm like feeling funny. as in. how can i describe my feeling now? er. hmmm. well, i'm trying my best to help this friend of mine to go back to the original her. but. somehow she just don't express how she feels to me as openly as we had in the past. a feeling of dissapointment overwhelmed her. and because of our busy schedule our friendship distanced away. oh well. i'm trying to be in touch with her and things like that but she just feel so reluctant. in a way i knew her reluctantness. how can i help??? i had already squeeze out my time for you! as in i placed you into my schedule. argh! it's alright.
i'm just speechless for a moment. and for the next moment. i just felt that i should should not give up! especially she's a dear friend of mine! nothing is going to let you lose the trust!!! no!!! not even in me!!!!
well. you know what! if you ever encounter this. don't lose heart yeah=) come and talk to me. because i believe one day whatever i do. the dear friend of yours will greatly appreciate you! really!

[[ a joy or a worry ]]

action!

2007-03-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

CAMERA! ACTION!

argh!!! you know what???? modules with 10 and 7 credits are like killers!!!! whatever it is. i Thank God for the grades. even though it's not like wonderful. alright. enough enough. i have to start to post the main content like now.

action! yeah. i have put my words into action! like meeting up with friends. that's like 1 out of so many. haha=) i'll be working on my birthday chart soon.

here are some evident!

meeting up with my girls.

these 2 pretty ladies are who i dated=)

and we settled down at TCC @ Bugis.

as usual taking pics in the toilet=)

one more shot!

kelvin!!!
because he worked at Bugis too. so he meet us up after work.
ELSINTA!!!! i got a pic with him!!! but there's nothing!!! look at the gap between us=)!

meeting up with jia!!!

we locate ourselves at pastacafe @ taka!
aha! charis you don't have!

it has been a long time we 3 take pic together yeah!

a flying kiss for you=Pppp

end of post. i met up with childhood friends too! will show you the evident once i got the pics=)

boys are just boys!

2007-03-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!
i'm back to blog about my happenings again=)
please don't scold me yeah. i'm trying my best to update regularly.

well. let me explain my title -- Boys are just BOYS!
alright i come to this conclusion because.
on monday and tuesday i went to help out at ACS barker primary.
it's a chinese fun camp for the primary 1 and 2 boys. organised by my primary school teacher in which i'm like still in touch with=)
as you know. it's a boy's school. so you will see like 'monkeys' running around here and there. pratically everywhere!
on top of it! to see all the mummies pampering and worrying of their boys before the camp starts. oh my oh my! cannot imagine it man!
and because i'm in charge of logistic and to help out whichever teacher that needs help. so i'm able to see different kind of rich kids. as in different rich kids behaves differently.

here are some of their behaviour (which really 'impresses' / impresses me) --

complaint about anything and everything.
lost something, the boy will come asking you (teacher. )
show no interest with the activities that are carried out.
cry for the slightest thing. for example not able to see the whiteboard.
miss his uncle. ( because the parent were out for business trip and is the uncle that took care of him for the week. ) and this boy was worried that the uncle won't picked him up and even cried until we assured him.
uses vulgarity!
denied his mistakes.
picky on food.
was really polite. ( they boys don't addressed you by 'cher' but madam or sir. )
speak good english!
are helpful. ( for example: bring you to the water cooler when you asked him where is it. )
keep used utensils to the destinated place.

well. these behaviours really interest me man. but not all the boys behaves the same. just as the saying says, each individuals behaves differently.
i'm just so curious how these boys will turned out to be man? gentleman? gangster? playboy? mummy's boy?

and because my tution kids are boys too. so i also realised that boys just behaves super duper differently from girls! this is all i can say. they are just lazy, untidy etc. though there will be exceptions=)

random thoughts

2007-03-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

shoik! i'll be like spending money for the rest of the days in march lah! oh my oh my!!!
because i decided not to get a job already=) hmmm lazy me!!!=Pppp
so i'm going to do whatever i can just to catch up with friends etc.
and because of this i really have to watch over my purse man!

argh!!!!
this is what i can to express my fustration upon whatever flew passed my mind man!
i don't know why. but i've been like pondering some stuff which i don't know how it actually crossed my brain man.

relationship
- well. not that kind of BGR that i'm thinking of. but the kind of human to human relationship. come to think of it. relationship between person to person is really a complicated case study. oh people. please don't mistaken of anything yeah. i'm fine.
- just that. hmmm. i'm sort of have the urge to share with whoever. just that i don't know who the person is. just decided to blog it out! haha=)
- knowing that you are an introvert. you have to like overcome this. hmmm. how can i phrase it?? let me give you an example; A the introvert just entered a new class. a class by which A don't know anyone. instead of asking the one sitting beside her what's her name etc. she kept quiet. A should overcome the introvert her by asking and start talking to whoever she sees in class.
- sorry. if you don't understand but i'm just saying the nudge in my brain. feel so much better=)
- God instituted relationship for us to encourage one another, build up one another, to share with someone your joy, sorrow etc.
~ so make the most of your time to build up the ralationship you had. to care, love and encourage those around you!!! appreciate them!!!! by saying 'you made my day', 'i love you', 'thank you' etc.
putting your brain and every talent you had into good use???
- i've been pondering what talent do i have man. being crazy??
- have i been putting whatever i had into good use???
~ whatever it is i just hope that i can be a joy to whoever around me=)
is money everything???
- nowadays, money worked wonders. with money you can buy whatever you one. you can do anything and everything with money for your own benefit. even bribing the whoever authority for your own good.
- but what's the point?? when you die. you'll not be bringing your money with you to heaven or hell. be generous! bless whenever is needed. not to be so self centered.
- guard your money well. in term of financial planning. you will never know when is your rainy days. so don't spend unnecessary money. but also don't hold your money too tightly that you don't buy anything for yourselves.
~ spend your money wisely is all i can say=)

alright enough of my nonsense=) just some grumbling.
[[ sleep to the fullest!!! ]]

hello people!!!

2007-03-02T12:58:00.000+08:00

i'm backed!!! a round of applause please!!!!=Ppppp

backed to reality!!! slacking time in singapore is boring!!! oh man!!! i better start looking for a job in order to earn some extra cash!!!
for the month of march i'll be like rotting like crazy. comparing my schedule of the month february and march. way different! march has so much
e m p t y space for me to fill up with!!!!

and because of this i decided to -- ( either..or.. )

find a job
organise my storing pressie cupboard
birthday chart!
set up notice board by drilling some holes on the wall ( if i'm allowed to)
meet ups with loads of people!!!! ( wengxi, S.H.I.T, fen, jia, cousins etc... )

i spent like half of my week up on this hill --> Genting!!! what i've done the past few days=)

monday --> slacking day! but sarah jie, charis and me fully utilised the day by doing quite a number of stuff. we ate then head on to achery, bowling, shopping, dinner, movie and then try calling using the pay phone. which makes us keep popping coins into the phone!!!! so advanturous!!!
tuesday --> outdoor and indoor theme park!!! took like all the rides!!! and it's like giving me a hard time sleeping. wonder why??? we watched movie by sitting on the osim chair. torturous!=) then went to sing at ''k-box'' really a box for you to sing in it!!!
wednesday --> took the rides again. but i controlled this time round=) so i can sleep soundly! slack a bit and sing in the box looking room. then movie again!!! and we like walked outside of the hotel. which is freezing cold!!!!
thursday --> eat, slack, packed bag and shopped. Thank God that we found the bus if not we'll be trapped up on the hill!!! and all you people will miss me!!!! =Pppp

i promise i will upload picture for you guys to see when i've got them yeah=) that's all i have=)

message to shan: here's my update!!!=)

[[ slacking is bad for your health!!! ]]

birthdays after birthdays!!!!

2007-02-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

shiok! everyone is like having birthday this month yeah!!!

5 feb = sandy's birthday
11 feb = kimberly's birthday
13 feb = my birthday=) yuchin, zheng yu and luarent's birthday!!!
14 feb = keith's birthday <-- dionnie's friend
18 feb = fen and jia chi's birthday
20 feb = anson's birthday
21 feb = constance's birthday
22 feb = fourth uncle's birthday, hui shan's birthday
23 feb = denise's birthday.

these birthdays are all that i can remember=) still have some more!!! forgot the dates=Ppp and i left my little organiser in church. so got nothing to refer to=)

happy birthday to all february babies!!! enjoy your day!!!!

eat and grow fat!!!

2007-02-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

attention to everyone!!!!

happy chinese new year!!! haha. though i'm a bit late. but it's better than nothing right=)
today is the chu san = third day of chinese new year!
so far. i've been eating non-stop! oh my oh my!!!! sure fat!!!!
alright! let me jot down some thoughts of this chinese new year yeah=D

realised that 2 of my parental side's cousins are married and i'm sort of unaware or i forgot. but good arzz! because there's an addition of red packets=D
a time of cathing up with my maternal side's cousins=)
having a car in the house is good!!!
time of feasting!!!
you have to say nice words to those elder than your parents and greet them with the oranges! which i hate most!!! haha=)

well. i thank God for provisions. shelter, free rides, food and of cause all the red packets and extra cash!!!=) good arzz!!! my bangkok trip is saved!!!! haha=Pppp

alright shall post regularly when i'm free=)

february's birthday celebration cum BBQ part 2

2007-02-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

part 2!!!

birthday celebration. the process.....

the cake that png, el, xiana, uncle chen and ric ''baked''!!! it's super sweet lor!!!! but it's the heart and effort that counts=D

present to you february babies: sandy, chloe and huishan!!!! what are you doing here dionnie???

making a wish! don't try to peek dionnie!!!! aiyo!!! what am i doing????

i puff and huff and blow!!!!!

say cheese before cutting the cake=)

posing with the cake!

the baking cake and celebration committee! shan, el, xiana, uncle chen, ric and pingping!

let's have a group photo before everyone start to pack their bag and go home=)

the committee insisted to have a picture with the pressies=)

dionnie is the first to guess her pressie correctly! she and her presenter=D

finally! after all the forfits, all of us guessed our pressie correctly!!!

everything's ok!

yeah! finally completed my part 2's post=) i will upload my overnight photo soon alright=) as long as i gather them all=Pppp be patient yeah!!=D

special thanks....

2007-02-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

SPECIAL THANKS.....

happy valentine people!!!
i'm late but still.
thankie for all who made my valentine's day possible!!!

first of all: Rachel da jie!!!! thankie for applying the zoo pass for me and friends. thankie your colleague too!!!
secondly: Sarah jie jie, ben, dionnie, kelvin, nana, el and charis ( this ranking is according to senority=D ) thankie for accompanying to the zoo and tolerating my nonsense in the zoo and walk with me all the way! thankie for visiting the whole zoo with me!!!!! =D
thirdly: ping and denise and all who went for the steamboat=) thankie for eating at this pin xian's steamboat=) i promise we'll choose some other steamboat store alright!!!
forthly: uncle chen! thankie for your bear with heart=) so sweet of you!!! thankie!!! heard you no money yet you still spend on we girls! so kind of you!!! thankie!!!!

alright! i promise! i'll allow all of your to go out with your honey next year=) i'll not interupt your honey's day alright!!!!=PPpppp

thank God that today's weather is GOOOODDDD arzz! not too sunny! not too big a rain=)

happy happy happy!!!
oh ya last but not least.
thankie to those who made their effort to really join us in the fun at zoo or steamboat but they didn't suceed. thankie=) at least you try=D

happy birthday Chloe!!!

2007-02-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

this post is delicated to all my DARLINGS!!!!

i'm happy happy happy!!!!
reminds me of this song: if you happy and you know you clap your hand!!! clap clap!!!
thankie for everything darlings!!! -- dad, mum, Rachel da jie, Sarah jie jie, Denise and Charis sisters, Ping, shan, dionnie, uncle chen, xiana, el, fiq!!!! etc. the list goes on....
i felt so loved! of all the treats and fun!!!
i really enjoy all of your's company!!!!
words just can't describe how i feel man!!!
i promise i'll always be there for you whenever your need me alright??!!??

sometimes i really ponder! why God bless me with all these darlings???
and now i finally realise. because he wants me to feel more loved. just because of my background?? -- this is my guess=)
but i really Thank God that i have them!!!
because with them i have more laughters and happiness!!!

thankie darlings once again!!!!

february's birthday celebration cum BBQ

2007-02-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

instead of words. let the pictures i had speaks about the bbq cum february birthday celebration yeah=)

let me start the posting by having a twist at the camera=)

looked! it's our uncle chen!!! he's happy with the hotdogs that he had bbqed=)

i'm massaging the chicken wing. so will taste GOOOODDD arz!

ping in the preparation of food and stuffs???

sob! i'm always the chef whenever there's bbq=( Thankie Richard!!!!

look what look??? get started to help out!!!

some 'para para' movement during bbqing=) this is the tatic to keep our dear mosquitoes and flies away!!!

sister chan can't you just help richard??? don't stand near the pit!!! spare a thought for your fats=)

i'm the real chef alright?!?!?

let me get a drink first alright=)

sorry! all we know is eat=)

aaaaaaaa!!!AAA!!!! what are you doing????

cheese everyone!!!!

Raincoat time!!!

see lah. who call you go play with the raincoat of ric???

xiana: dionnie wrapped up by the raincoat=)

the hair advertisement!!!

who's hair is longer??? of course is my dearest dionnie!!!!

the hair's fight!!!!

chloe: charles!!! what are you doing???? this is not the way!!!!

let me do it!!! you're pulling shan's hair off!!!!

shan: finally the fight is over=) oh my!! this is how my hair lookkkk????!??!?!

Picture time!!!!

post your best pose!!!!

look here people!!!!

don't scold me! i open my eye big big kkz=)

we're strong!!!

end of part 1. i'll upload the part 2 soon alright=)

firework for you??

2007-02-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

woah!!!! chinese new year is really drawing near!!!!

i just remembered about this e-mail that my dear classmate -- kenny sent it to me=)

The Singapore River Hongbao 2007 will be held from the 16 Feb to 4 March.

Below is the schedule of the firework displays for seven days:

16 Feb (Fri) - Opening Ceremony> >9:15 to 9:30 p.m. ( Duration of Fireworks : 3 mins )
17 Feb (Sat) - Eve of CNY> >9:00 p.m. ( Duration : 5- 8 mins )
18 Feb (Sun) - 1st Day of CNY> >Time: 9:00 p.m. ( Duration: 5- 8 mins )
19 Feb (Mon) - 2nd Day of CNY> >9:00 p.m. ( Duration: 5- 8 mins )
24 Feb (Sat)> >Time: 9:00 p.m. ( Duration: 5- 8 mins )
25 Feb (Sun)> >Time: 9:00 p.m. ( Duration: 5- 8 mins )
4 Mar (Sun) - 15th day of CNY>>Time: 9:00 p.m. ( Duration: 5- 8 mins )

Please let your family members, friends and visitors know about the firework displays.

check out the fireworks yeah! haha=)

thankful=)

2007-02-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

if you happy and you know, you clap your hand!!!!

woah! i'm just so thankful for the friends around me!!! Thank God for providing me with good friends!!! really!!!! this is something i must say!!! because i just realise that all the friends that i met arz. they are all kind souls and good souls. don't have those so called ''bitch'' and ''bastard''. but all the people around me are loving, caring, kind etc.

frankly speaking, i'm actually. er. quite upset when i first got into the course i'm currently in. because it's like i can't get into a course that i really want to pursue. but Thank God that i'm in this course=) haha. because all the more i know His love for me. having a group of sweethearts that are so fun-loving=) and i'm kinda alright with my course of studies=)

these few days i have been thinking. thinking about how actually i am who i am. really Thank God for his mercy and grace that i didn't turn out to be a rotten egg=)

i'm happy and contented=) what's more can i expect??? i'm glad with what i have. but whatever weaknesses or things that you guys are not happy about me. do let me know yeah=) so that i can change=) i'm open for correction=D

[[ count your blessings!!! ]]

just for viewing=D

2007-02-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

here are some picture updates -- taken on dionnie's birthday=)

when we first arrived at dionnie's place=)

her ''birthday cake''!!!!

everyone were ''called'' to have a pictures with their doughnut!!! there you go!

ping ping with the doughnut--chocolate flavour.

shan with her doughnut=)

me and my doughnut=D don't look at my watermelon juice arzz!!!

el with her doughnut!!!

did you realise something??? shan, me and el had the same flavour!!!=)

2nd part of dionnie's birthday celebration=) it's at Ben&Jerry!!!

look at the birthday gal!!! she's looked elated with the ice-cream and cake=)

she's happily making her birthday wish=) wishing that she gets prettier each day???

there goes all the lited candles=Pppp

ah har!!! looked!

the closeness with the waffle=) we're really biting it alright!

this is the evident of celebrating in Ben&Jerry!!!=)

still taking picture???!!?? the shops are all closed already my friends!

let us have the last shot with the crocs=)

and the credits goes to Syafiq Hussien!!!!!thankie for taking pictures for us!!! love you!!!!

baking!!!!

2007-02-05T22:59:00.001+08:00

hello everyone!!!!
if you realise, i've been missing-in-action online since thursday???? after my last paper=)
don't blame me alright!!! blame on my computer!!! a bit sok sok!!!! i also don't know why.

oh my oh my!!! my schedule is so packed!!!!

06. feb - class bbq at east coast park
07. feb - going JB with Sarah, Charis and don't know who=) staying over at jie's place=D
08. feb - baking of cheese cake and cookies!!!!
09. feb - house cleaning and then prayer power time
13. feb - shopping spree!!!!
14. feb - zoo zoo zoo!!! then dinner with the girls=)
15. feb - cabby's fellowship.
16. feb - manicure and pedicure.
17. feb - reunion then meet up with childhood friends=)
18. feb - chinese new year!!!
19. feb - house visiting???
20. feb - house blessing cum chinese new year gathering at Rachel da jie's place.
25. feb to 01. mar - i'm in Genting!!!!=)

i'm only free in march people, i guess!!! hope to do whatever i want to do this holiday!!!!=D

message to Sandy: happy birthday to you!!!!

message to all receiving 'o' level result: do let me know your result yeah!

message to all: whoever wants good good and cheap cheap facial please inform me!!!! i've 'lobang' for your!!!!

[[ enjoying my holiday!!!! ]]

happy birthday dionnie!

2007-01-30T00:30:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to my dearest dionnie!!!!!!!!!

woah! this gal is super happy that she's 18 already!
legal age to really get naughty!!!! haha=)
had a hang over at her place last night! together with shan, ping, and el!
dionnie's dog licked my leg! when i stepped into the house. oh my! saliver!=Ppppp
though we reached at about 12 plus. but still we're on time=) because it's officially 29 of jan when we get into her house=)
so sweet of her sis to queue for like 2 hours just to get her the donuts that she longed wanted!
and instead of having a cake. she has 18 doughnuts!!! haha=)
hmmm. had an emo night i guess=)
as in the 4 of them are like so sad over xu weilun's death.
i'm feeling alright. because i don't know her though=)
just feel that life is so fragil! so treasure every moment you have alright!
hmm. watched DVDs. but i fell asleep!
is either the show doesn't interest me or it's too just too slow that i'll sleep!=))
then moved to the room at about 0400!
we gals always had chit chat session. i meant heart to heart sessions=D
then we all get to know more about dionnie! haha=)
i don't why i fell asleep again! haha=)
when i opened my eyes is the next morning already!
had a time of watching news! then ordered canadian pizza for branch! yummy!
woah! dionnie's dog named baby. is more friendly as compared to the last visit=D
not so much barking=) but baby seemed to like el very much=) haha=D while el is afraid of him=)
see!!! dog is just so cute!!!
jie, charis!!!! are our savings near to getting a dog??!!??

birthday surprise for dionnie!

alright. all of us went home and met up again!
went vivo city! i'm very late. just nice yeah=)
so i can go and buy dionnie a cake=) while they ( shan, ping, fiq and dionnie) are up in Ben&Jerry!
then realised don't have lighter. so while getting to ben&jerry.
i asked the secret recipe's crew whether they have lighter.
and i lited all the candles with the help from shan.
and after the candles were all lited, both of us walked very slowly and steadily to ben&jerry!
then when we reached!!! fiq, ping and dionnie still ordering ice-cream!
i'm like don't know what to do!!! because the candles are getting shorter each seconds=)
hmmm. good thing when she's get back to the table the candles are still burning=D
we took pictures. as usual=)
and had a lot of unglam poses!!! haha=) shall upload those when i got the pictures from dionnie kkz=)

alright!!! shall embark on my pineapple tarts baking tomorrow=) haha! will be swimming tomorrow too!!! opps! did i forget about studying for building services1 totally??? haha=) will be multitasking tomorrow=)

[[ sleeping!!!! ]]

chinese new year!!!!

2007-01-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

I'M SUPER DUPER ITCHY!!!!

I NEED NEW SKIN!!!!!

good friday everyone!!!! here i'm blogging again=) because i'm just too awake to sleep!

don't know why! i'm itching everywhere!!! feets, thighs, heels, some part of my hand!!!!
oh man oh man! it's driving me crazy!!!!
can you imagine how torturous it is that you can't scratch!!!!
and i've applied layers after layers of cream!!!!
itchiness can you please go!!!!!
my goodness! i hate it most when my allergy come back!!!
God please change my sensitive skin!!!!
argh!!!! i don't want anymore scars!!!
if not i will receive naggings again!!!

chinese new year's coming!!!!

chinese new year is coming!!!!
haven't buy clothes yet=)
time for eating and feasting!
gain weight! oh man! nightmares for ladies!!!!
time for cathing up with cousins and relatives?
excuses in order to escape from any huge gathering???
chinese new year's goodies making????

neoprint took =)

nice nice??? woah! it's such a long time ever since i take neoprints! haha=)

oh ya before i forgot! i want to wish my cousin peiyi

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

[[ bakings here i come!!! ]]

argh!!!

2007-01-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

happy!!! irritated!!! excited!!!
Happy:

because i'm nearer to holiday!!!!
because i'm left 2 more papers to go!
because i'm nearer to catching up to watch all the DVDS after exams!
because there's too many reasons to be happy for=)

IRRITATED:

because the itchiness is driving me crazy!!!!
i had enough of scratching already!!!! and those are giving me enough scars and etc!!!
plus now, i don't know why and how!
i'm like scratching non-stop all because of new 'lovebites'!!!!
why must all choose me?????

Excited:

because holiday's coming!
because class chalet coming up=)
because i'm looking forward to everything that i'm going to do during the holiday!
because soon i'll be in year 2 already!
because sarah, charis and me will be spending our 3somes together in Genting for 3 days 2 nights!

supposingly i should be uploading quite a number of pictures. but!!!! i keep forgeting to get those pictures from el=) sorry. you people will have to wait a while while more kkz=)

[[ jia you jia you!!! ]]

lack of sleep???

2007-01-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

good monday everyone!!!!
hello everyone! yes! i finally completed my first major paper!!! it's ECT&P which cost me 10 CREDITS!!!!!
it's so tired today!!! probably is because yesterday didn't had a good sleep=) keep waking up and study then sleep etc.

today, my paper is like in a mess!!! i got the sketches of door and window's horizontal and vertical section mixed up!!! in the end everything that i drew are like the same!!! oh man!!!
whatever the result is, at least i knew that i did my best=)
you know what??? everyone in my class is like chionging for exams and then huh! sleep late late. never drink water! untill some fell sick!!! oh no!!!!
after paper, went to foodcourt 1 to have lunch. then booked meeting room at library.
but in the end slack in there and went to find my it lecturer to go through microsoft excel with us=)
then went to city hall for a walk. at the same time kill time arz=) because my tution starts at 1830.
then? tution and here i am blogging=)
oh man! my granny run away from home again!!! haha=) she went to my aunt's place. and i'm like left alone at home. so lonely!!!! haha=)

that's all i'm going to have for today's post=)

message to 1a22: please drink loads of water!!! rest well!!! drink water chestnut whenever i offer you=)

message to jie and charis: we have to be budget for everything!!! in order to take up the challenge mum gave!=D

message to theresa: do ask me out when you're shopping yeah=)

message to zhu, geok, reen, fen: i'm penniless to go out!!! so we budget kkz???

message to el, ping, whoever going hong kong: save save save!!!!

[[ bed here i come!!!! ]]

hatic week!

2007-01-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness!!! this week is really hatic!!!!

reasons are:

had to complete one page reflection about the community service my group did.
had to complete site report.
had to master microsoft access!!! which is a NONO to me!!!!
tutions!!!!
exercising--jogging!

even though this week can consider a revision week for my class. but i just don't know time is like running away! haha=) maybe because of the staying back in school on wednesday and thursday to 'yan qiu' how to go about do mircosoft access???

ya! i have to thank God for sending angels=) like i always say my classmates are fun-loving people! and they really are! so sweet man! willing to help me, in fact those that don't know access! and if they got any shortcut or tips for exams they are more than willing to share!!!!

thankie my friends!!!! and that includes: chairman charles, vice-chairman richard, lawyer cai, xiana, ping ping, the curry puff girls-- el and dionnie!
basically thankie to all who are like our lecturer of the day for microsoft access!!!!!
there's always the case where people are not willing to share the 'tips' for exam. but what's the point right????
i just don't understand why??!!!??
oh ya! must thankie those that called me and wake me up today!!! so that i'll be like practising access!!!!

something to look forward???

happy happy happy!!!!
why? because charles says that if quite a few of us will be going hong kong this september. he'll sort of open up his hong kong's house for us to stay!
yes arzz!!! got free accommodation=)
will be baking pineapple tarts, almond cookie and peanut cookie after test week! yippy!!! this is for the fund rising project for my church=)
upcoming class chalet=D because each of us in class have 6 bucks to use. sponsored by school!
zoo!!!! here i come!!! i must make it a point that i visit the zoo!!! this holiday!
er. start making badges for sales--Josh's command=)
'revamp' my jewellry business!!!
bake cheese cake!
kayaking!!!!

yuppy! i'm going to make full use of my 9 ++ weeks holiday!!!! don't want to waste my 9++ weeks=) haha=D please date me out if you need accompany=) provided theer's any free day=Pppp

message to everyone: anyone interested to buy chinese new year goodies??? homemade pineapple tarts, almond cookie or peanut butter cookie???

here are some picture=)

look at charles!!!! what a potential keropok's seller=)

since when ah cai, el and dionnie became wire engineers?

are they pretending or really into learning how to deal with the sound system???

ping + shan + el = traffic light=)

twists of the day!!! success in selling ice-cream????

christmas gift exchang!!!!

can you spot the difference?

packed schedule!

2007-01-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

something that i've missed out while updating my blog on thurs=) i've tried editing my post after it was being published but i just can't get through. there you go!

wednesday:

had house cleaning=) the house belongs to Rachel da jie=D this is a new project for me to get to Hong Kong nearer!!!! happy happy=)
had gift exchange too=) i got evan's pressie and sandy got mine=) the pressie of mine is a teapot??? something like that=)
so happy that everyone participated in this gift exchange=)
see my class is just so adorable and sweet yeah=)

my tests and exams are like round the corner!!!!!

these are the following dates:

19 january, friday: ICA - Access @ T725 [ 0800-1000 ]
22 january, monday: ECT & P @ T3A11 [ 0900-1110 ]
24 january, wednesday: design & drawing @ T3A12 [ 0900-1110 ]
24 january, wednesday: ICA - microsoft excel [ 1300-1430 ]
26 january, friday: law @ T3A14 [ 0900-1110 ]
01 february, thursday: building services 1 [ 0900-1110 ]
P.S.: no venue stated = i'm not too sure about it=)

ARGH!!!! simply don't like tests and exams!!!! why??? why??? why!!??? why can't Singapore just be like any other western country??? in which the students are to take up 7 CCAs instead of subjects!

come to think of it singaporens are like extremely stress!!!!
be it adults or students.
why? why???
can singapore be a non-fast paced country???

CHLOE!!!! all you have to do is to accept it=) though i had long accepted the fact=Pppp i have to be automatic and get ball rolling by studying soon!!!

[[ coughing ]]

ahhhh chooooo!

2007-01-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

wooo! updates updates!!!!
i'm feeling terrible!!! oh man!!! coughing and nose blocked!!! wanting to ahhhhhh choooo but just don't why the sneeze just can't occur!!! argh!!!! plus plus the weather is like--- raining and cold!! I NEED A THICK BLANKET AND WARM WATER PLEASE!!!!=)

alright that's my introduction=) here's the real juicy information of my today's update=Pppp

don't worry, be happy!

have you ever wonder why this catch phrase ''don't worry, be happy'' ever exist?
alright! this phrase really applies people!
it just simply means that if you don't worry and you'll be happy=)
let me show you what's the meaning of worry yeah=D
here's the defination:- to torment onself with or suffer from disturbing thoughts; fret.
in other words if you worry you're like very disturbed! and you can't be happy.
and i'm trying to bring across the point not to worry of anything. even if you don't have a single cent with you when it's like beginning of the month.
trust that everything will fall in place. who knows right? maybe the next minute an angel came to you and said that he/she just feel that the amount of money is for you!!!???
base on my personal experience. frankly speaking, worrying about anything and everything doesn't solve your problem.
just take a deep breath and count to 10 and release your breath slowly. this helps=)
if you see things in a different angle. it will not ba as bad as you think the problem is.
if you're happy everything will be fine=) isn't it?
i've learnt how to not to worry! have you???

end of update=) time to study!!!! opps, i guess i'll just sleep=)

[[ holiday mood syndrome ]]

save save save!!!

2007-01-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

save Save sAve saVe savE SAVE!!!!

what are the reasons for me to save up????

firstly, to go to genting with sarah and charis a week after chinese new year=) a time of relaxing for us=D
secondly, to reach my goal of spending non-stop at Bangkok in April. no matter what's going to happen! dad, mum, jie, charis, denise and me will still go! [ that's what jie, charis and me disscussed today=) ]
thirdly, to go Hong Kong by september!!!
fourthly, save up as much as possible to fulfill my beijing trip!!!! not forgetting australia trip at the age of 21=Pppp

all these reasons really urged me to save up!!! because it's always my dream to travel around. looking at how people in other countries are like and see what i can do to help them if neccessary=) what's more i have sisters that wants to go with me too=) because of this trip, i will work hard and and really be budget=D

well well well!!! first week of year 2007 is going to be over soon!!! meaning start of school!!!!

i'm feeling butterflies in my stomach!!! don't know why this feeling for this week????
hmmm. just feel that God wants me to be His mouth-piece. because quite a number of people have been asking me about being a Christian. Thank God for wisdom upon answering them all=)
one of the reason is also because i haven't finish my drawing yet!!! and i need to pass them up by tuesday!!!!!
also, tests and exams are coming!!!

alright i have to start planning my revision timetable already!!!! there goes to all SP students!!!!

message to fiq: well. ping ping has too many accounts=)

message to rachel da jie: thankie for allowing us to clean your house!!! hopefully we can clean your car too!!!=D

message to constance and theresa: come on don't be stress!!!! believe that you can do it!!! and soon you'll be like enjoying life=)

message to 1a22: start studying now!!!=Pppp

[[ drawing is killing me!!! ]]

early in the morning!

2007-01-03T09:38:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone!!!!

School Reopens!!! but not for me=)

please don't scold be for blogging at this hour=D it's just that i'm too awake to do anything now=Pppp some updates=)

there goes my money!

i think the month of january is a month for me to go on diet! so broke now!
it's just the beginning of the month only!
and the gals and me might be ordering another pair of brik.
and have to get prepared to buy new clothings. because Chinese new year's approaching!
alright i have to plan my money well this time round=D

lesson learnt for all of you is that please plan your monthly finances properly! but it's alright that you spend on things that you like once in a blue blue moon yeah=) that's all for today!

message to all: anyone willing to change blog skin for me??? i'm sorry because i don't know how to go about doing it=)

[[ fetching little princess ]]

happy new year!!!!

2007-01-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

wooooo!!! it's the first of january now!!!!!

let me post something before i waste today's time!!!

hello everyone!!! so how's your first day of the year 2007???? happy??? sleepy??? tired????

well, i spent my first 13 hours sleeping!!!! waste of time hor???!!??? anyway didn't do much stuff today.

went to my aunt house at jurong west for a while.
then off i went to city hall with my cousin.
a time of catching up with one another=)
then here i am blogging=Pppp

since it's a new year so let me jot down my new year resolution yeah=)

shop like crazy over at Bangkok during April.
save up and maybe go to Hong Kong at the end of the year.
save up and get a new handphone=)
be more involved with school activities.
tidy up my stuffs--it's accumulating dust=) those that are hidden.
get a notice board and get my notices placed within that area!

that's for all=) i will get all these mentioned 'goals' done by the end of year 2007! so have you set your goals already??? let's not waste the year 2007!!!! in fact not to waste any minute of the year! because before you realise, it'll be another year gone.

message to 1a22: our last paper is on 1 february!!! we'll have an earlier holiday!!!!=D

message to all: get started to think what you want to achieve by the end of year 2007!!!

[[ time is precious ]]

just a few blink blinks!

2006-12-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION people!!!!!

we're only 2 days away from the year 2006!!!!

look people. today is the 29 december 2006. wow!!! we're entering the year 2007 in hmmm. less than 50 hours time! have you spent your time wisely????

just a few blink blinks!!!

wooo. this sunday is a thanksgiving sunday!
and everyone will be a preacher=) for 5 minutes!
haha. there's like so many to thank God with!!!!
i shall start writing them down=Pppp

this year really flies man. without realising, i'm like going to finish the first year of my course of study=) a month to go in order to advance into poly year 2!!!! really glad that i met angels like dionnie, ping, el, shan, fiq, charles etc.

dionnie always there to encourage and be our mother=) always reminding us what to do and what not to=)
ping always there to inform me about anything and everything=)
el always there to say OE!
shan always there to crack jokes=)
fiq always there to say i love you!
charles always there to remind of law cases=)

the year 2006 is a year in which i went through tough and good times. come to think of the tough times. it's something that i learnt from and get over it. what about the good times??? i thank God for it and will keep those times in mind.

just a few blink blinks and there goes year 2006!!!! so allow me to say a BIG thankie to all that i've met this year! of course not forgetting all the members in Lifelink Christian Church! as well as classmates and friends! thankie for everything you've done to help me in a way or another! thankie for being a joy to me=) thankie for always pushing me on and there to support me. THANKIE!!!! alright people. please be excitied of what's coming in the year 2007!!!!

last but not least let me wish everyone a Happy New Year!!!! happy new year pull your ear!!!=D

P.S. :this entry might be a little bit differnt from the rest yeah=)

christmasss!!!

2006-12-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

belated Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

hmmm. everyone still in christmas mood??? alright let me share with you guys what i did for christmas yeah.

Christmas eve:

it's a sunday. so had service in the morning.
then had a delicious christmas lunch in church.
straight after that headed down to orchard.
well. because of the cosy seats in starbuck @ wisma that attract the gals and me down.
the chit chat session begins from 1500 and ends around 2100.
in between i went out to help richard buy his girlfriend's pressie with ping.
see! so kind of me to help him=) that i missed part of the session.
hmmm. richard owes me a meal!!!!
don't try to be funny to go down to town on christmas eve or even new year eve!!!!
it's like filled with people up to the edges of orchard road!!!!
had dinner at food republic then went off to catch train at about 2330.
had the christmas countdown in train! haha=)

Christmas day:

went to aunty kate for her house's blessing.
and we gals went earlier to help in the making of sushi=)
as usual eat again!!!
then went home. took a rest and then off i go to city hall to meet my dearest classmates.
actually there's only dionna, fiq, ping. and 2 cscc's friend of dionnie -- kelvin and benjamin
er. first thing first is eat then we went round searching for log cake.
good thing the guys all agree to my stupid idea=)
and we bought the logcake and went to somewhere near explanade and fullaton hotel to eat.
we're like so romantic!!!! haha. eat until the sky drizzles then rain!
then we went home after some funny poses=)

i had enjoyable christmas celebrations. what about you??? have you ever wonder why you celebrates christmas? something for you to ponder over=) if want the answer do call me or ask me=D

message to jie: thankie for lending me the phone=) i'll return you once i got a phone yeah=Pppp

message to aunty kate: thankie for the JesusBible!!!!

message to denise, jie: thankie for the christmas pressie!!!

sleeping time!!!!=Pppp [[ contented ]]

live to the fullest!

2006-12-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

i had an eventful week so far!!!!!

Thank God for the strength!!!!

monday:

went to JB with dad, mum and jie=)
watched the movie, Eragon. not a bad show though=) i'm hundred percent sure that there's a high possibility that there will be a continuation of it=D
went to palangi. while mum go and do her hair. while waiting jie and me shopped around=)
went to eat at the back lane=) had some pork rib cooked with black beer. hmmm. lemon chicken. claypot tofu and kang kong chilli. yummy=)

tuesday:

worked at cinabun tree.
hmmm. finally sort of strightened my boss's thought of me not able to commit to work for them=)
it's like raining so heavily!!!! while i made my way to have tution for my cousin.
my uncle sent me home=)
really glad that he mention, "if you have not enough money do let me know."
after reaching home. i'm like busy packing bag for the recuitment camp=)

wednesday:

met charis at batok mrt station at 1010.
head down to bedok station to meet ping ping and kaiwen.
then met jason and edwin to go to camp (Camelot recuitment camp)
supposingly expecting like 2 of the guys but never did we expect a whole group of guys that's with them=) got a shock man. haha
we're short of late for the camp because of the bus that will bring us to tanah merah ferry terminal.
straight after settling down for the camp. we had our activities on already!!!!
charis and em were like distributed to a group by which we know no one. while kaiwen and ping in the same group.
it's 3 water activities. first the inflatable rafting, then improvised rafting and kayaking.
we're to like sort of experience everything inside out about these activities. because if we're to becaome a trainer in future. can't expect us to tell the campers that we don't know anything right?
yuppy. had capsized trial for all. and the instructers shared with us their experiences as well. of course it's about how to handle different kinds of scenerios and campers etc.
everything has to be fast and quick. can you imagie how hatic my days were. after water activities. we were given 30 mins to bath. in fact less that that. it's not a person but the whole of 42 people!!!! within 30 mins you know. oh my oh my=D
then had dinner and proceed on to rock climbing. of course we had to master the skills of belaying=)
after that will be the blinded mice game. hmmm. follow by group debrief.
great! learned many things from those instructors that are taking my group=)
then had a fire drill and then debrief for the day=) by the time we actually go to bunk is about 1200.
at first all of us were like sweating like crazy and can't sleep. then halfway through it rained heavily. Thank God for the rain!!! that's why we'll have natural air-con=D
and becuase of the location of the campsite is like at changi. then high tendency of airplanes flying off from changi airport. and because of that all of us had free alarmsssssssssssssss=Pppp

thursday:

woke up at about 0645. then had a washed up and off we go to have our breakfast=)
then had high elements' training. followed by abseiling and flying fox's training.
last but not least the general stations.
then we had our lunchwhile the rain just started. and after lunch, no more rain=) Thank God for that too=)
and we had area cleaning after lunch. and my group were scheduled to clean up the bunks' area and the toilets.
just after cleaning there come the rain again. and all the 3 groups gathered together and had debrief etc.
one thing i want to say is a big thankie to all the trainers!!!!
off we went to homes. while charis and me had to head down to town with our big bag!!!
we had a date with our dearest miss toh (secondary school teacher).
we had a japanese barbeque session for our dinner. cool!!! sort of nice=) had a time of cathing up with my teacher=D
then home sweet home=D

friday:

today???? my church had a christmas lunch for the peoples that worked in the building of The Spire.
not too bad, people turned up. and all of us, i meant the youths. we're like munching all the way=) eating non-stop.
Thank God for the aunties that cooked for the lunch!!!!
after lunch, all of us were like slacking=) hmmm. while we gals teaches our baby danielle the actions for the song 'we are the reason'.
and before we realised it's 1800. had some practice on the instruments.
as usual, every friday night is prayer meeting. and we had prayer meeting=)
now i'm blogging becuase i need to have some updates and share with whoever is reading my activities=)

hmmm. tired of reading??? haha. anyway what's mentioned doesn't really matter. it's something that i want to share with you guys and to inspire you guys to live life to the fullest. as in live with a purpose. do you have a purpose of doing what you are doing right now??? how should i put it??? let me phrase it this way: do you know what you're doing now??? have you ever think of why am i doing what i'm doing now??? for example: why are you attending lessons??? -- to make more friends??? to learn more stuffs??? or just for attendance's sake???

i Thank God that i'm living with a purpose everyday. and Thank Him for giving me strength to go through the ups and downs=) people might say me being holy etc. but this is fact and not something that i've made up of.

and my friends especially my childhood friends, they always complained that i'm always so busy with stuffs that i can't even have the time to meet up with them. well, it's not that i want it that way. it's that i don't want to waste time you see. and i try to live my live to the fullest. with livliness and happiness=D

alright enough of my naggings. i have to stop if not this entry is never ending=)

message to 1a22: don't forget to do drawing tutorials yeah!!! and are we having any outing or what??? =D

message to 4E2 (2005): people we're having a chalet on 26- 28 december. the plan i'm too sure with it. so please contact mingjie or shunping for more information=)

good night everyone. have to tuck in now. will be another long day tomorrow=) [[ increase!!! ]]

itinerary

2006-12-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

today is charis's birthday!!!! happy birthday gal!!!!!

wow! time flies! it's holiday for me now!!! hip hip hurray!!!

upcoming events:

20-21 december: will be having a recruitment camp.
21 december: having dinner with miss toh together with charis and jeremiah at somerset.
22 december: collection of things for the home for the aged and NKF dalaysis centre.
23 december: christmas caroling session at the home for the aged and NKF.
24 december: christmas service
25 december: pending class christmas party
26-28 december: secondary school class chalet
27 december: SP CSCC no more poly event.
30 december: thanksgiving night.
31 december: new year service.
01-07 january: pending activities!!!

things to be done:

2 tutorials of drawing
children church's chart.
birthday chart
calendar (to be filled with daily activities)
pack all my drawers and cabinets
the lists goes on.....

looking at the events i had and the things to do. i seriously don't feel like working!!! and thankie to my dearest boss and lady boss for keep pestering me too work for them.

message to all: who is really good at microsoft access??? can your help me with that???

message to charis and whoever going to recuitment camp: please check out your junk mail=) and register before 18!!!!

that's all i have for now=) will get back for more updates soon!!!! [[ busy busy busy!!!]]

i'm backed!

2006-12-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

how long have i abandon my blog???? i'm sorry people! have been kinda busy yeah!

just backed from Rachel da jie's house.
sarah, charis, denise and i stayed over for like a week!
we really treated that house as if it was ours=)
had fun! really enjoyed the stay=)
this really bonded we gals together.
and teaches us how to be independent! for example, do housework, cook.
yesterday had a mini celebration for charis! since she won't be in singapore on her actual birthday.
after celebration, charis, denise and myself were like out of control! totally!!!
we kept on singing christmas carols! then shouting and screaming and acting very crazy in early morning. around 0400!
this scares sarah jie jie man! she thought we're drank or what! haha=)
slept at around 0500 then woke up at 0700 and prepares for site visit today!
hmmm. just don't know why! when i put on the helmet my head like ache like nobody's business! maybe my head is too big???
well well, after site visit. backed to da jie's house to be maid of the day=)
jie, charis and myself cleaned up the place then charis went off to chinatown with her family. me and jie went to viva foodcourt to eat dinner=)
here i'm backed home to blog and slack and stone!

a few more days to holiday!!!! 3 cheers for me!!!!

message to charis: do take good care of yourselves when you're out in Penang! don't miss us yeah!

message to denise: your t-shirt and braclet is at da jie's place!

message to all: anyone interested in helping out and having a caroling session on the 23 dec???? my church will be having event at the home for the aged and dalysis centre. for more information do call me and clarify=)

i am going to catch up with my beauty time! sleep sleep sleep!!!! [[ enjoyable stay ]]

update!!!!!

2006-12-08T08:29:00.000+08:00

chloe is too lazy for any updates=)

people try wacthing one litre of tears on youtube!!! this make you think and ponder upon you current situation and allows you to think that you're too fortunate!!!! and never take life granted!!!!

off i go youtubing while having lesson=) not that i didn't make an effort to listen, it's basically don't know what microsoft access is all about! and the lecturer was like tu-tu train. trying hard to catch up with his lesson. struggling!!!!!

exercise!!!!

2006-12-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

sorry people. i'm so tired recently. so didn't bother to blog yeah=D so here am i blogging about some exciting event i had ever since wednesday=)

my first exercising day=)

well, ever since i stepped down from my netball team from secondary school. i didn't have any proper exercising day untill yesterday=)
we gals have been saying about detox week and exercising week etc. but we haven't really put words into action yet arzz.
finally!!! together with dionnie, el, charles and his friend, micheal???
hmmm. me ran 6 round around the stadium. oh my goodness. it's like killing me!!! haha=)
thankie to charles and michea to keep the 3 of us going. they are so encouraging!!! when we want to give up. they will like come on come on!!!
almost there!!! something like that=D
there's more to come yeah. and don't blame us for running so slow yeah=)
after jogging, went to bowl at SP guild house.
and joke of the day was, our dearest zhixiang fell while he was dancing.
it all started because of me=) it's fun to turn and move here and there with your sock on the bowling alley platform. so slippery=D
went to eat fried mars bars!!! from chippy. oh my goodness. all the 'fats' which i so called burnt away is backed!!!!
but that was nice!!! sorry people, because i'm a country pumpkin, never try before arzz=Pppp

you're on candid camera!!! charles!!!! he's warming up??? what a cartoon face he had!!!!=Pppp

el looked so excited over something!!! curry puffs????=D

pant pant pant!!! finally i can sit down and rest=)

our victory is to rest=) look at our cheesy smile!!!!

thankie to our dearest charles and not forgetting micheal for encouraging us all the way!!!!

we three trying to dance ballet but failed!!!!=)

we three acting cute and siao in the toilet=D

message to jia: happy birthday!!! though i was 3 days late=)

message to lydia: happy birthday!!!! am i on time=)

message to all: please pardon me for not replying your msg. because my handphone just cannot allow me to read it.

happy day!!!! it's easier to stay happy then unhappy=) [[ exercise!!!]]

disappointed.

2006-11-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

good evening everyone! here are some updates.

Monday

went to partyworld to sing with rachel da jie, sarah jie jie and charis.
while waiting for da jie to come, the three of us were discussing whether to get the ticket for the phantom of the opera.
after much hesitation, we gals decided to go for it! good thing we're still students so we're able to get the tickets at $50 - student price=)

Today

today is the release of law result.
Praise God that i passed=)
after checking our papers, we're dismissed from class. hurray!!!
because of my carelessness! i had to go home and get t-square.
after that we headed to library after their lunch
we had some photo transfer.
well it's time for lesson. charles was like chasing us off to class. and after a while while, syafiq, dionnie, charles and myself.
we walked very slowly to our classroom. thinking that the rest will follow behind.
when we reached the classroom, for about 10 minutes, they haven't reach.
and lecturer decided to moved to the guardhouse for some outdoor drawings.
don't know why or what, found out that someone is angry.
i was like, don't know what to do but just leave them alone. hmmm.
feeling kinda disappointed. because it's like we knew each other for close to 9 months already and they are angry because we didn't tell them the destination from which we're moving from our classroom.
if angry why don't voice it out??? maybe there's some misunderstanding in between.
and true enough there is.
good thing everythings are backed to normal=)
watch the notebook in library. what a nice show!!! so sweet!!!
supposingly should be completing our drawing tutorials.
and off we went headed home=D

i have to start doing my report already!!! good night everyone=)

message to ah boy: hmmm. ashlee bell, is someone from one of my relating church.

message to el: thankie for helping me purchase the phantom of opera ticket!!!!

message to all: please pardon me if i didn't reply any of your msg. because there's something wrong with my handphone.

backed to reality!

2006-11-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

i'm backed backed backed people!!!! my goodness. it's like so fast, can't accept the fact that i have to attend school and carry on with 3 weeks of lectures before holidays starts!!!!!

Sunday Celebration

today we had Rod and Jenny with us=)
and of course worship went well. just that i can't really heard the connecting part from the first song to the second song. so i was a little bit cocked up with the tambourine.
Rod preached about robbing God. not in terms of tithes but in terms of salvations!
time of ministering: fanning our small flame to a bigger flame!
in short, expect God to be used by God people!!! and be prepared in and out of seasons!!!

Richard's Concert

meet up with the rest at Raffles mrt station.
while the gals went over to dionnie's place to have a make over???
chester was the first to reached. folllow by me=)
then don't know who's turn as i'm away to the restroom.
received a call that i had to search for flower for richard
then christine come find me and we went searching high and low for flower.
decided to 'flew' to city hall to get one.
off we go and by the time we took train to city hall was already 1900.
thankfully we're able to 'fly' and we get back to raffles at 1913. fast huh=)
even though we're still late. because the gals and charles was late!!!
had some phototaking session after the concert
richard you performed well!!!
after much dilly dally. we finally reached lao pa sau.
then after much consideration. all of us went separate ways.
chester, shan and me shared a cab and then yuppy. home safely=)

South East Asia Leadership Training Time

can say it's an eventful week for me.
also wnat to thank God for the wonderful hotel stay at puteri pacific!!!! if we were to stay at M-Suites, then we won't get to enjoy facilities like jaccuzi, gym etc.
thank God for the provision of free breakfasts. by right there shouldn't be any breakfast provided=)
thanks to the team guys for the spiritual foods that they had whipped up with
in short the summary or in fact the main points for the whole 10 sessions are:

set people free
witnesses of the city
right attitude
love
encourage
how to be an impactor?
being prophetic
pioneering heart
ten commandments
leadership.
shall end here. and really settle down my mind and heart before the long an hatic days begins! [[ gracious are you!!! ]]

what's happening???

pronounce dead=D

everyday is a gift=D

happy birthday to me=D

doggies around me=)

how time flies...

yawn~ stretch stretch~Good morning Baltimore!!!i should say good morning bloggers=)

remember those days...

suffocated!

more than words.

el's birthday=)

true friends.

things that money can't buy.

abandon site?

a little....

fun that el misses=)

darlings, love ones, dears, childhood friends...

operating well.

weird me=)

summary.

welcome home=)

lesson learnt.

here i am=)

battle in your mind.

just for dionnie=)

a quickie post=)

pop-eyes!

pictures after pictures!

Tioman=)

piggies!!!

it's a jolly well catching up session=)

house party!

dionnie's made me read this=)

words just cannot express my feeling.

specially for my veggie!!!!

yeah!

enlightenment of the day.

weirdos around me???=)

emoness around me.

anything that makes you look forward to???

can you spot the difference?

relationship.

school reopens....

computer's well!!!!

is every minute fully utilised?

geok's birthday=)

things that i just don't understand.

action!

boys are just boys!

random thoughts

hello people!!!

birthdays after birthdays!!!!

eat and grow fat!!!

february's birthday celebration cum BBQ part 2

special thanks....

happy birthday Chloe!!!

february's birthday celebration cum BBQ

firework for you??

thankful=)

just for viewing=D

baking!!!!

happy birthday dionnie!

chinese new year!!!!

argh!!!

lack of sleep???

hatic week!

packed schedule!

ahhhh chooooo!

save save save!!!

early in the morning!

happy new year!!!!

just a few blink blinks!

christmasss!!!

live to the fullest!

itinerary

i'm backed!

update!!!!!

exercise!!!!

disappointed.

backed to reality!

yawn~ stretch stretch~
Good morning Baltimore!!!
i should say good morning bloggers=)